A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

OK SO I WAS SO MAD THAT 'A BEAUTIFUL LIE' WAS UNFINISHED SOOO IM GNA CARRY IT ON MYSELF BEFORE READING GO AND READ 'MY LIVING NIGHTMARE' AND 'A BEAUTIFUL LIE' BY WINTERNIGHTZ TO UNDERSTAND! SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES IM DYSLEXIC! I ALSO ATTACHED SONGS THAT MATCH THE KINDA VIBE OF THE CHAPTER SO PLEASE DO LISTEN IF U WANT TO! Taylor has finally escaped the most dangerous gang in Tokyo. But at what cost? Taylor is now under new management being sex trafficked by another gang. She makes some good friends yet the trauma she endured could make or break their friendships. Tom faked his death after committing a mass shooting and him and the rest of the gang fled to another country to keep hidden. Taylor finally catches up with Georg and he reassures her that it will be okay soon. but can she trust him? Roman the gang leader punishes Taylor when she acts out by injecting her with heroin when she acts out. Taylor hates being a sex worker but to ensure she will make it out she must follow orders to stay alive. Will Tom and his gang finally get Taylor back, or will Roman win and keep Taylor for himself? read to find out!

Josefine had a crappy situation at hand; what if you fall in love with your best friend? what if he loves you back? But if you're both too scared to give it a go...? What can Jo do when her best friend may be getting all he deserved and worked so hard to get? Will there be heartache in success? Set before the band took off and meant to end at a sort-of-present time. *Followed by book 2 "Are you still mine?" and book 3 "Can you hear me calling?"* Available in Spanish at my profile and Italian at @translatorITA 's profile.

Lucian Lancaster is known as one of the most feared mafia bosses in all of Europe. Everywhere he goes, security follows, he has zero weaknesses and feels no remorse for anybody. One of the many reasons why it was so hard to find a weak stop to overthrow him in any way. Except one weakness, his daughter. Juliette has been kept a secret, hidden from the public eye who her father truly was. For her safety, as well as her father's reputation. 19 years she has been forced to lie that father died in a car accident. In constant battle, Lucian and his great enemy, Tom kaulitz, fight to be the most vile they could be. To prove to be the most cruel and dangerous, in order to learn the secrets and weaknesses of Tom Kaulitz, Lucian forces his daughter to go under the wing of Tom, to spy. Nobody would ever known her real identity, there no record of her fathers true identity as well, or so Lucian thought. Juliette and Tom had absolutely nothing in common, she despised him and her father. But what will happen when Juliette realizes she had fallen for her own father's enemy? What will Tom think when he finds out the truth about Juliette? What about when Juliette finds out about toms true intentions? read to find out...

16 year old June lay has just moved to Magdeburg, Germany for her fathers work with her mother and her 17 year old brother lee her parents have choose to home school them both as there german isn't amazing. One day a new friend of Junes drags her to a concert and whilst she's there she meets Tom kaulitz from the band yet she doesn't know who he is. "Do you smoke?" a deep voice comes from behind me "no" i respond "well that's a shame because that's my only pick up line" i turn and look at the boy with an accent he has a hat on with blond dreads sticking out from behind, his clothes are baggy and his face is beautiful. "Can i help you?" i speak looking at him "well no i just saw you crying so i thought i'd speak to you, thank god i did" he says looking me up and down whilst taking a long drag from his cigarette "what's your name beautiful?". I try to post a chapter everyday maybe sometimes 2 [started 3 may] [finished 1 july] check out my new story about tom called my favourite enemy🫶🏼

𝐃𝐎 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖? Where a girl is deeply in love with someone, with a playboy. That boy who has everyone he wants. But she wouldn't let him have her that easy, nor would he see her like anyone else. She wouldn't even let him know if that feeling is love. 𝐈𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒.. Where the guy starts to wonder why she can't get out of his head. And why does he always feel something in his stomach when she talks to him? It is impossible that Tom Kaulitz himself was in love with someone. But anything can happen, even the impossible. april 26

A gang, an old band, lies and cheats all started because of a race. 19 year old Evelyn Morge got involved with the wrong people, A group of boys who once were a band now turned into something different. Tom kaulitz isn't how he used to be, he's changed, he's dangerous, but one night he meets Evelyn in a bar and brings her along a race with the old band. Sooner or later he claims her, she's his, and she hates it. the year is 2010 Warning ⚠️ This story contains smut and violence. This is not a copy of my living nightmare! The only similarities is cars and gangs. I AM NOT MAKING TOM OUT TO BE A BAD PERSON!!! tom is the most kind loving person he isn't bad, in this story he is a bit different from real life he's kinda a dickhead near the start but that's not a huge big change in him, i'm not making him rape or kill people at least, his real personality is still in this story don't worry 🫶🏼 cover of story by- nora 🫶🏼