i wanna let everybody know that i do NOT believe in this ship. i respect chino's and jonathan's family, and their current relationship! i'm trying my best to write a book that is not unpleasant. all of my books are a product of my imagination, if you form an opinion, please be considerate of the writer! (me) - · "as i leaned back on the couch, my eyes began to follow the trail of cigarette smoke that drifted toward the exit door. chino's guitar filled the hall's quietness again. i listened with my eyes closed as he played a melody i had never heard before. i had an idea." - au fanfiction, 1995

!MARKED MATURE FOR SWEARING, PHYSICAL & VERBAL ABUSE, SUICIDE MENTIONS AND SELF-HARM TOPICS! NO 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 SCENES maybe little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 jokes but NOTHING MORE THAN THAT! In a small city, five angsty teens form a band called Shotguns only by pure chance, each member struggling with their own problems, deep into music to escape their struggles, while still sharing a chaotic athmosphere and plenty of smiles. At the center is Nora, the introspective guitarist who battles with multiple problems and self-doubt, trying to hide her existence with her braided hair that holds many of the shit she's been through. Her bandmates, each with their unique appearences and talents, bring their own flavors to the mix. As they practice in basements and small cafes, the band faces the ups and downs of their journey together, and Nora finally starts to feel appreciated between her sweet and chaotic bandmates. When she begins to slowly open up to them, her friends discover more about her struggles and downright disturbing problem she experiences each day. Will they be able to help her out? This episode is also from the point of others, not just Nora btw! {A/N}: (!COVER PHOTO NOT MINE!) THIS STORY IS IN 1997 AROUND SPRING SO NO IPHONES OR SAMSUNGS ALR???? THE MAX IS NOKIAS OR THE PHONES YOU HAVE ON YOUR WALL!!! this is heavily inspired by KoRn TvT and since I don't wanna do a KoRn fanfic I decided to make something to satisfy my desires (ew that sounds weird i swear its not weird :,)), so i hope yall that r reading and are KoRn fans wont be mad at me :,)) also once again i'm so sorry for so much triggers 🥲 WARNING! This story includes: Bad parenting/neglection Swearing Self-h@rm Su¡c!de (mentions/attempts) Bullying