neil and todd are bestfriends...maybe more. but there's something nobody knows about todd, and he can't be strong forever. soooooo who's gonna help todd?!. tw- smut, fluff, sui$icdal thoughts/actions, therapy, conversion, sh, attempts, depression, eating disorder, anxiety, sa, gay hi lovely's <3 this story is definitely not for the weak, read at your own risk & take care of yourselves

*CONTAINS DISCUSSION OF SUICIDE, MENTAL HEALTH, ABUSIVE PARENTS, DEATH* neil and todd go about their life together, raising four children and dealing with the realities of life after welton. a trip to vermont for a funeral forces neil to see something he'd been pretending didn't exist for awhile.

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Neil's life was pre-constructed, he never dared to question or falter; until he met Todd that is. To Neil, Todd was the embodiment of rebellion, everything he'd never dared to obtain yet everything he feverishly craved. Throughout the course of these chapters, Neil learns things - unimaginable things - about himself, life, love, and the fact he would trade the whole world to be able to live freely and deeply.