|Completed| "NO! Tell me it’s a joke. Please tell me you are kidding" Losing your family isn't easy to cope with specially when the remaining want you dead more than death itself. But there is someone, someone who comes and helps cope. Someone who makes the pain a little less and the heart a little lighter. Louis lost his all in one day and was about to lose himself, Until. *** This is the story of Louis Tomlinson: a teenager who is trying to survive his last year in the place he dreaded for 10 years. This is his journey, the journey where he finds pain, hatred, love, closure, tears, friends, acceptance, passion and a family. *** This is my first attempt and I would love some feedback. It might seem like a traditional Larry with broken Louis, but it has just the twists and turns to make it just a little more different. Join me with Larry, Niam and Zid! (Warning: Contains scenes of some extreme physical abuse and suicidal thoughts. Also a hell load of feels)

Louis Tomlinson was, as you can say, a "bad boy." Harry Styles though was completely opposite. He was a sweet, fragile boy, and not only that---he's deaf. The two fall in love rather quickly like any other story, but there's just something holding them back.. And that something, or should I say someone, is Zayn Malik. -- I wrote this when I was 13 and I'm 21 now so I realize how bad my writing in general was and I literally cringe every time I think of it. I haven't reread any of my books since 2013, I get second hand embarrassment for myself enough that it would be impossible for me to go through and correct any grammar or spelling errors I made. It's killing me to even write this now haha. But THANK YOU to anyone who actually read through and somehow enjoyed it, I appreciate it so much, really. :) / ⚠️NO SOUND 2 can be found on my profile, but it's incomplete and has been for years. With that in mind, I must warn you that this book ends in a cliffhanger. I probably would find something else to read. I sincerely apologize. I suck, I know :(

"I want to be with you, I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight and I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like you make me smile."