When Natalia Alexandrine Dela Merced was born, it was a bittersweet grain of ends and beginnings-her mother couldn't survive due to certain health complications. She was raised prim and proper by her father, who has constantly expressed his civil and straightforward plans for her in the City of Baguio. Buong buhay niya, hindi siya kailanman nagreklamo sa pagpapasiya ng kaniyang ama para sa kaniyang buhay. She's a Civil Engineering student with an exceptional sense of control and intelligence. She doesn't divert from her plans-she sticks with them through fire and water. But life turns a whole 180-degree when she starts resorting to spontaneous decisions. She began to appreciate uncalled decisions and plans made in a heartbeat because of Apollo 1997's lead vocalist -Octavian Desmond Santillan. But would that do her good in the long term? Especially when she encounters a twisted and wicked life event brought by the man she has finally found a home and genuine happiness with. Started: October 2020 Finished: June 2021

The Captivating Chaos Series #2 | Beats Of A Playful Heart | COMPLETED Decagon Adler Catalonia is the CEO of a famous car company and also the drummer of a band called The Captivating Chaos. He is known for his playful heart, which can win over anyone. He has the power to make people cry with happiness and joy. Adler has a seductive face, perfectly angled jaw, brown eyes, and skilled lips that can make anyone lose themselves in a kiss. However, with so many hearts he has playfully wrecked over the years, he never expected to experience a strange and unexpected feeling. His playful heart started beating crazily, and he couldn't survive the intensity of the emotion. He realized that he was in a difficult situation. The strange feeling shattered his playful heart, leaving him feeling broken and vulnerable. Date Started: June 20, 2022 Date Finished: December 31, 2022 (I don't own the picture I used on my book cover, credits to the owner)

The Captivating Chaos Series #1 | Unpleasantly Captivating | COMPLETED Kyst Hames Lozano is the main vocalist and guitarist of The Captivating Chaos. He is also the owner of Lozano's largest hotel and restaurant, which he deserves to inherit from the Lozano family. However, singing, composing, and playing instruments is what he truly loves. In short, music is his passion, and he values being in a band more than running a company. Unfortunately, his parents have never been supportive of his musical aspirations. They have insulted him for choosing his band over the potential for a successful corporate career. Kyst Hames is not one to be swayed by others' opinions, and he only cares about his bandmates and their instruments. He is notoriously difficult to reach as if there are walls around him that are impossible to break through. Due to his experiences, he does not believe in love, as he has never experienced it himself. However, one day, a certain woman catches his attention unexpectedly. This surprising encounter will become a turning point in his life and change his perspective forever. Date Started: July 22, 2021 Date Finished: January 29, 2022 (I don't own the picture I used in my book cover, credits to the owner.)

Ludic Selcouthʼs lead guitarist, Castriel Sanz, is known for his calm and quiet demeanor. Everybody addresses him as the hardest to reach band member of Ludic Selcouth. He is the most intimidating and serious one among them. They say that mysterious men like him has a lot of secrets. They werenʼt wrong. Mackenzie Sebastian has this "brat" side that almost everyone hates. She grew up under the care of her grandparents, they spoiled her with so much kindness and affection to the point that they will give her whatever she wants. Sheʼs trying so hard to fit in the society so she wouldnʼt get left behind by her so called friends. She hates being left behind, she hates being outcast. Just like how she hates being ignored by Castriel. They have known each other since their elementary days, but Castriel just wonʼt entertain a loud and clingy girl like her. Sadness, desperation, asperity, and... drugs. Who will be the panacea?

UNEDITED UNEDITED UNEDITED Kinsella Ava Rowne is into dancing. She loves to complement her fast and swift movements with speedy and upbeat music. Hiphop to be exact. She has a lot of potential and talent but there's a snake pit. She came from a big, old, rich family. Her family's business and assets are so huge she merely lose interest to it. She thinks it's so bland and boring. Her parents will always drown themselves with their businesses. They are so perfectionist. Always want things to go with the plan accordingly, no smudge and mistakes. As their daughter, they also want Kinsella to be perfect. They want her to grow up with gracefulness, elegance and sophistication surrounding her. Poise, posture, proper choice of words and formal manners are very important inside their mansion and wherever they go. Kinsella hates it very much. She feel suffocated. She feel like a dog who always needs to follow and gratify it's master's commands. She hate that since her childhood, they forced her to study on a musical and piano class. Her parents doesn't agree with her hiphop dancing. It doesn't suit their taste and it's staining her supposedly elegant and decent demeanor. Even if she's not into instruments, she forced herself to play and learn the piano in where she met the gorgeous and popular Paesyn Holeary.

Zemira Devlin have been friends with the band, Ludic Selcouth, since her senior high school days. She was envied by so many fans because of her closeness with the popular band. Sheʼs a sucker for good rock bands and she's really lucky to be friends with them. The thing is, Zemira and the Ludic Selcouthʼs drummer, Tase Mortell, are not in good terms. She canʼt really say that they are friends. The man always makes her heart pound so fast to the point that she will just choose to avoid him. Will she eventually discover what the heart-banging feeling means? And when she discovered it, will the beat that heʼs producing will stay intact and hyping? Or will it lead to a destructing cracked beat? ©2020

Jules, a scholar engineering student was suddenly pulled in an empty room by Archer, a famous rockstar who was studying architecture and currently running away from crazy fans, when she accidentally bumped into him during an architectural seminar in Thorns Hotel. Not knowing who he was, she kicked him in the groin and ran away, screaming on top of her lungs. Little did she know, Archer would find ways to see her again.

Growing up in a luxurious and perfectionist household, Savannah Brenner knew that there was no use in escaping the rules her mother created. As much as she wants to confess how sickening it is, she knows she won't be heard. After all, she is yet to prove her worth. But when she found warmth and affection in a man with a pair of emerald eyes, she found it in her heart to like a luxury. Once he smiled at her, she realized she would never have him unless she became imperfect. At the epigraph of his smile and the connection that would bud only for it to end in imperfection, she is left to wonder: is he worth it to be imperfect? Trigger Warning: This story contains minor references to self-harm. September 10, 2020 - March 27, 2021 COMPLETED

Nexus Band Series #1 Levi Napiere

Lies and broken promises, temporary feelings and ruined relationships. Kelsey's view of love was long tainted after being a product of a broken family. She's never one to patronize infidelity. Third parties and secrets, all bullshit. But she meets Zephaniah Ferriol, and suddenly, everything weren't too normal anymore. She found herself in a position she hated the most. Her views were swayed. Her principles were tested. Her heart was torn. In a chase for dreams and in a battle of principles against emotions, Kelsey fought not to be with him. But all things forbidden are hard to resist. (Lowkey- to be secretive about something)