"and just like that, i wasn't a loser anymore. i was just a loser, and god, that was the one thing that hurt me more than myself or my thoughts. i was just a plain old loser. i was just a plain old loser, and i always fucking would be."

in which stanley uris is depressed and no one knows until he tells his best friend, bill. 𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕔𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕓𝕒𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕒 𝕥𝕚𝕜𝕥𝕠𝕜 𝕚 𝕤𝕒𝕨 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜: 𝓼𝓾𝓲𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓪𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓶 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓼𝓾𝓲𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮.

Idk, I got this idea on the bus to my dr's appointment, and on my way back from shopping :)))))) I might add some Jyatt and Fack if I'm in the mood ❤️ Also, here take this Panda for the road: 🐼❤️

This is a story that switches in each chapter from Richie and Eddie to Stan and Bill and how there friendship goes a little bit farther. Eddie. The "pretty" boy. Richie. Loud mouth with charm. Stan. The boy everyone can talk to. Bill. A stuttering mess but cute.

Most of these will be modern aus. I'll also do head canons and such I will take requests

might be spoilers, not sure. I'll put disclaimers or ages of characters at the beginning of every chapter if need be. Mostly fluff, maybe some smut later on but probably not a whole lot of it nor angst cause angst makes me sad.

Stanley began to write letters to his crush.. but what if his crush was Bill... ⚣

i was always yours, and deep down inside i know you remain to be mine.

Bill did a double take, feeling as though the man looked familiar to him. Was it? No, it couldn't be... could it? Stan fucking Uris! Bill wanted to yell, to scream out his name, but he was afraid of how the other male would react. It had been so long since they had last seen each other and he worried that Stan had forgotten him. It was highly unlikely, but Bill felt the need to prepare for the worst. So, Bill kept an intense stare on Stan, willing him to look up, and to his surprise, he did. Call it good luck or fate, but Stan looked up at just the right moment to lock eyes with Bill. Both boys felt a surge of energy pass through them as they held each other's gaze. "Bill?" Stan asked from where he stood in the street. "S-Stan?"

Jyatt and Stenbrough.