One hides her pain behind loud music and late nights. The other hides her loneliness behind fake smiles and endless flings. A bar girl who has spent her whole life surviving in a cruel world... and a reckless playgirl who never believed in love.What starts with teasing, fights, and attraction slowly turns into something deeper-something terrifyingly real. But when dark pasts, secrets, and emotional scars begin to surface, will they heal each other... or destroy each other completely? A story filled with passion, heartbreak, chaos, and a love neither of them ever saw coming.✨ . . . . . . it's beckfreen 🎀

Seventeen-year-old Jae Carter stayed to herself. Black hoodies, fitted caps, and headphones around her neck at all times. She was known in the neighborhood, Popular. If you had a problem, Go to her. Same for in school. Got suspended a couple of times for fighting though. But a respectful girl. Don't start problems with her and she won't start problems with you. And don't miss with her little brother. Across town, Ari Banks had just moved in with her aunt after her mom got a new job. Quiet but confident, Ari always wore oversized jerseys and fresh sneakers. The first thing people noticed about her was her serious expression. The second thing? She never backed down from anybody.

𝐰𝐥𝐰 • 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐱𝐍𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥 • 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐱 --- 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝𝐥𝐲, 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐥, 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭, 𝐥𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐭. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭.

𝐑𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐥 • 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐱𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝 • 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐱 After losing the one person she believed she could count on through thick and thin, Destiny is left feeling alone while facing life altering events. But she soon acknowledges her true best friend, the one she truly realizes she wants to grow old with. "It's always been you..." • • • • • 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞... - Mature/Strong Language - Mature Content (18+ Recommended) - Sex/Smut (Detailed) - Substances (Alcohol, drugs, etc) - Violence (Including weapons) - Other Possible Triggering Content

Luca is a 28 year old mafia don, who is trying to better himself mentally with everything he's been through, he just wants to feel free. Kiana is a 24 year old therapist dealing with her own emotions and shit, she just wanted an escape. They meet and attempt to help each other, no romantic feelings but life makes everything harder and they can't stay away from each other. ** There is a lot of mature content in this book and I will not be putting warnings before as it will be long: this includes, sex (between more than one partner), drug abuse, sexual assault and harassment, mental illness and others. Please do not read if you feel as though you will be triggered** He stalked his way towards her. No words were uttered. Pure lust evident in their eyes. He backed her into a corner, she was looking everywhere but him, she couldn't, she shouldn't. His hand toyed with the hem of her dress. He hesitated. His mind was racing with thoughts of how he shouldn't, he couldn't. Her heartbeat picked up, her breaths quickened, her body needed him. He saw the affect he had on her. Pulling up her dress, he saw she had no panties on. Enraged he wrapped his hand around her neck, choking her, making her look into his eyes. His other hand slid into her folds, she was soaking wet, just for him. She whimpered in response. She couldn't get enough. Her hips rocked back and forth along with his fingers. He added another. Yet to kiss her, he pushed the thought out of his head. Her body began to rock faster, causing moans to fall from her mouth. He bent down to her ear and whispered, "Perché non possiamo semplicemente stare lontani gli uni dagli altri belli?". (Why can't we just stay away from each other beautiful?).

'𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑..

It's not that I won't or refuse...I can't. (S)chizoid (P)ersonality (D)isorder- A condition in which people avoid social activities and interacting with others. Depersonalized Schizoid- Often described by the schizoid patient as a tuning out or a turning off. Affectless Schizoid- Lack passion, remain unresponsive in social situations, and are highly unlikely to show any affection to prospective significant others.

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"I'm not giving up cause without her..." "What" "Without her I am nothing... I know I did some fucked up shit but me and her ... we inseparable."

in·fat·u·a·tion • /inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n/ a feeling of foolish or obsessively strong love for, admiration for, or interest in someone or something