Maybe it was the way he talked to her. Maybe that's why she couldn't stand him. It wasn't the way he treated her, for she was his world. Maybe that's why she couldn't stay away. She's lost. All she wants is him, but why is it so hard to realize that. Why does he leave her mind in scrambles? How is it possible that he fogs her thoughts? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "It's...it's like I'm lost. Like my brain can't handle any of it." "Any of what?" "...the pain? I don't know how to explain. I spent my entire childhood sheltered from reality. My only problems were not getting gold or not landing a move. My family issues seemed so complex. But now...all of that confusion and frustration is simple. It's sad really." "What is?" "I never thought it was possible that I would miss, almost yearn even, to wake up every morning only to do something I dreaded. It's sad that I want to go back to the nights I spent wide awake because I couldn't understand why I hated the Sport that I was most skilled at. I'm empty...I'm so full yet I'm so empty. I have everything I ever yearned for, yet I can't wait to go back to my days of yearning."