Anastasia Kaya was always bullied in school for being the "ugly foreigner". But things change when she moves to the small town of Loitsche near Magdeburg. A touching story of friendship, tragedy, and love, I present to you, a Bill Kaulitz love story you'll never forget. (You do not have to be a Tokio Hotel fan to enjoy this story!)

He was there. He was making me crazy every time he was around. That night was probably the worst of all in my entire life. I met the real monster, the one i fell in love with. Well at least i thought he was a monster. I am Lilly, "No one will hurt you, as long as i breathe" he would whisper in my ear, after he did it himself. My mind was only about him. Him, him and him only. I hated Bill Kaulitz. I really did. But his attractive look, the movement of his body, the way he looked at me, his voice, made me loose control over my own mind and i hated myself for that. He ruined my life and there was no chance to make it different. "As long as you don't understand that you are mine, i won't stop". He was dangerous and i clearly knew that, but what can i do - 20 years old woman trying to escape from the real devil, but at the same time having feelings for him. He would torture, humiliate and even kill innocent people just for entertainment. He was sick for enjoying seeing people suffer. "You and me till the end of the world". Trigger warning: Some scenes might contain murder, blood, sex scenes, cursing, suicide attempts. Please understand that this book is not based on ANY real actions and the characters in the book are NOT real. I wrote this for "fun". Sorry if there are any grammar or vocabulary mistakes, English is not my first language. Hope you enjoy :) I do not own Tokio Hotel or any of the names in the story, only the script and the characters are original by me. This book is kinda inspired my "My living nightmare" by winternightz. If there are any similar quotes/ situations, it is probably by accident, thanks. © darkshadowsz I am darkshadowsz and i am new to writing books on wattpad. This is my first book ever and i hope its well written and interesting. No hate towards any of the TH members, this book is also inspired by some of their music and videos.

Tom was about to violate her. He would have been able to do it even lucid according to his brother. Bill was sweet and kind... Not like Tom. They were so alike, yet so different at the same time. Mia had just moved to Los Angeles, to her brother Tyler's house. She never expected to meet two people who would change her life... And make her travel around the world. ⚠️scenes with drugs, alcohol, smoking and nudity⚠️ -It's all invented-

Tokyo, seems like the best place to have a little vacation! But for me, it was pure hell. Hi, my name is Evie, my best friend, Maddy decided to go to Tokyo for a vacation. The same night we were there we went out for pizza, that same night we met the most feared gang in Tokyo. Tom, the gang leader had a obsession with me. He kidnapped me and claimed me as his, his "pet" . That's what the girls were called, "pets" Tom was a sick guy, he made me do things I didn't want to do. He was also very confusing, he would be sweet at times but then turn into the devil himself. His love was twisted and sick. He would fight with me when he wanted to, he would push me around when he felt like it. He would leave scars on my body, ruin my mental health. - To the other girls he seemed like a dream guy, a guy who drove a sexy car and had a cool gang, the type to treat you like a princess, but no. He's the devil. This is my story of a never ending nightmare. (TW!!) (Book inspired by "my living nightmare")

❝︎ falling in love with a fucking stripper? I mean are you serious Tom? imagine what the other gangs might think! ︎❞ ❝︎ they must think i'm so fucking pathetic then❞︎ an S tier mafia leader, a stripper, and a love that goes toxic in more ways than one. - warning ⚠️ this book contains • drugs • smut • alcohol • guns • heavy mentions of violence • triggering topics

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz