the ties that bind.. #2 in kwn nov '25 💃🏼(unruly #1 😏) #2 in kehlani dec '25 ❤️

mazzie rowan never wanted to go to that party. she wasn't the type-more of an observer than the center of attention. but one wrong drink, one near-mistake, and one cold, magnetic stranger changed everything. billie was supposed to be someone to avoid-dangerous, untouchable, the kind of girl people whispered about. instead, she became the one person mazzie couldn't shake. pulled into billie's world of sharp edges, secrets, and heat that burned too close, mazzie finds herself caught between resistance and surrender. what begins as tension spirals into something deeper, something darker, and something neither of them can control. love, lust, and conflict blur together, and soon mazzie has to decide: is billie her downfall... or the only person who truly sees her?

𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙪𝙡𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙖; 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴 ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ "what are you doing?" "counting your freckles. i think i'm in love with number 16" - "you're staring again" "can you blame me? look at you" - "what are you thinking about?" "how lucky i am." "lucky? to be stuck with me?" "no. to be loved by you." - "can we stay like this forever?" "forever is a long time" "that's why i asked" ﹥*:ꔫ:*+ﾟ 🥇#1 in lesbian 🥇#1 in imagines 🥈#2 in eilish 🏅#4 in girlfriend

𝐓𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧? 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐡'𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝. Phaith devoted her life to her father's church, she was known for her dedication and unwavering faith, always following the teachings that had built her upbringing. However, as she entered her twenties, Phaith began to experience feelings that left her confused. Phaith wanted to explore these feelings, to understand herself better, but she worried deeply about the consequences. The thought of disappointing her father along with the church community that had been her foundation weighed heavily on her heart. Torn between her desire to embrace her true self and her commitment to her faith. Ultimately, she is searching for a way to align her heart with her belief. @-𝐊𝐀𝐘𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬.

jenna, a young woman working in graphic design and working her way up to house designing with her bestfriend, valerie. she lives in LA, with her mom, maria, and dad, thomas. her brother, jack, and his wife, avery, living next door. billie eilish, a singer-songwriter, also lives in LA, in her own place. jack, jenna's brother, is good friends with billie, but he never made it his personality, wanting to give billie her privacy. they met through finneas, billie's brother, having their little group. one day billie and jenna meet through jack, who knows what's next?

Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

"𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬."

Sequel to 'Chokehold'. Billie has officially left the gang life behind. With her share of the earnings, she invests in her life with Aaliyah, working toward building a real family. But even with the past behind her, Billie struggles to adjust to stability, while Aaliyah grapples with trusting that this change is permanent. As they navigate love, parenting, and the lingering shadows of their past, they realize that walking away from the streets is one thing-learning how to truly live beyond them is another. ***NOT YET PROOFREAD***