Tw:Self harm Gon and killua are highschoolers in love with eachother,but Gon doesn't think hes good enough for killua and when things go wrong he blames him self.For everything

A dramatic modern AU of Gonkillu. Killua faces domestic violence, crippling expectations, and worst of all, himself. A story where he awaits stability, never adapting to the grueling inconsistency of his family. But everything changes with Gon. He's met with another challenge he's afraid to approach: intimacy. (My life story in another characters point of view)

Killua has been bullied a lot at school and is very depressed. Little does he know that one boy at school is going to change everything for him. Killua becomes friends with three good people.

!𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆! 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬, 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐞/ 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐬, 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐣𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲. 𝐈𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝. 𝐈𝐟 𝐧𝐨𝐭, 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲. cₒᵥₑᵣ ₐᵣₜ wₐₛ fₒᵤₙd ₒₙ ₚᵢₙₜᵣₑₛₜ fᵣₒₘ 'ₑᵣᵢ Gᵤₜᵢₑᵣᵣₑz' 'ₛ ₐccₒᵤₙₜ. 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘸.

Killua had hurt his leg in his first year of high school. Gon never though much of it, but he was worried. He was justified. Angst warning. I am aware I do not have a full understanding of Japanese culture. I mixed it with American culture for a bit of better understanding from the majority of wattpad readers. :D

Killua is an assassin who goes on his life as an assassin would. Gon is a kid who just won't leave him alone until they become friends. Watch, as they become MORE then friends. (Worst yet best description in the universe) I don't own any of the characters (unless I choose to add Ocs), or the world of Hunter x Hunter. I do own the story itself and the art of the covers (made them myself).

- [under heavy editing] Killua has just moved to a new city when he meets gon, a loyal, kind, pretty boy who wants to be his friend. ~~~~ •cover art by: @milksop_nugget on Twitter •TW: suicide

As Gon walked through the grassy pathway, the heavy rain made little thumping sounds on his umbrella and raced through the crevasses of the umbrella and onto the ground...The young boy stopped when he heard the sound of the metal creaking...he looked to his side and saw another boy slowly swinging back and fouth...his hair wet from the rain and his cloths cloths soaked with blood..... "Are you okay?"

"Killua...have you ever been in love before?" "Why are you asking me that, idiot? You should know I haven't. I've been with you ever since I quit being an assassin." "Well, because I wondered if you knew what it felt like..." "What are you going on about?" "....I love you, Killua." "....What?" "I said I love you. I'm in love with you. I have been for awhile now, since Yorknew..." [Killugon TWO-PART story] Completed 11.4.16