He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

OK SO I WAS SO MAD THAT 'A BEAUTIFUL LIE' WAS UNFINISHED SOOO IM GNA CARRY IT ON MYSELF BEFORE READING GO AND READ 'MY LIVING NIGHTMARE' AND 'A BEAUTIFUL LIE' BY WINTERNIGHTZ TO UNDERSTAND! SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES IM DYSLEXIC! I ALSO ATTACHED SONGS THAT MATCH THE KINDA VIBE OF THE CHAPTER SO PLEASE DO LISTEN IF U WANT TO! Taylor has finally escaped the most dangerous gang in Tokyo. But at what cost? Taylor is now under new management being sex trafficked by another gang. She makes some good friends yet the trauma she endured could make or break their friendships. Tom faked his death after committing a mass shooting and him and the rest of the gang fled to another country to keep hidden. Taylor finally catches up with Georg and he reassures her that it will be okay soon. but can she trust him? Roman the gang leader punishes Taylor when she acts out by injecting her with heroin when she acts out. Taylor hates being a sex worker but to ensure she will make it out she must follow orders to stay alive. Will Tom and his gang finally get Taylor back, or will Roman win and keep Taylor for himself? read to find out!

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

Angelina Levine was a Young Woman Just trying to pursue her dream of the writing arts. Little did she know, innocently trying to extend her career may just be the death of her when she meets the man who just may be, Satan reincarnate. THIS DOESNT GLORIFY ABUSE GUYS. THIS ISNT ANYTHING LIKE HAUNTING ADELINE WHERE SHE HAS AN SA KINK. ‼️ This is NOT directed towards any real person, and any affiliation with a real being/brand is completely fictional. Remember, it's a book and as a person I wouldn't ever romanticize or support any of the gross stuff written. If it did romanticize such, then it would be painfully obvious and not get into such depth as to how the characters feel. Ie: Rage, confusion, power hungry, and then they grow and try to change. Thats how a book works: there has to be a plot! Thank you! Completely satire btw i think mln is weird and this book is making fun of it on da lowkey because Taylor was serious when she wrote it ✌️✌️✌️

Sequel of the rewritten Satan reincarnate! Angelina Levine. May of 2009 could've been one of the worst months she ever endured, burned into her memory forever. Every person, every moment.. everything replayed in her mind like a movie. Everything and everyone, but mostly him. His face, his body, the way his hands felt; it tore her apart. It had been five years, five years and still nothing from him. In the letter, he said he would be back. But when? She had waited for him, every day and every night- every minute, every second and every hour. She had gotten through college, and even written the book she dreamed of writing. However- it was mainly just a biography about what happened to her, and nobody knew. Her face was everywhere- billboards, magazines, she was famous. He was watching her- but she would never know. She was never alone when she slept, but she never realized. It hurt her. It hurt her how he took up her whole memory- and it hurt her how she remembered everything about him- but his voice. A change would happen. Angelina's agent, he quit. Nobody had seen him since he quit, and Angelina had just figured he moved away. However, while she was on a call with her manager- the line got switched. Switched to her new agent after weeks of not having one. Everything was normal, until she heard three familiar words come from the other line. "You're my poetry." (Sequel to my original, Satan Reincarnate! If you haven't read that one, I suggest you do so this book isn't confusing. This book romanticizes nothing, as did the previous one. If it did, there would be no arc/evolution of the characters and it would not get in depth as to how the characters feel, confusion + pain wise. <3)

(!!REMAKE OF OG SR!!) (Billswife__) Angelina Levine was a Young Woman Just trying to pursuer her dream of the writing arts. Little did she know, innocently trying to extended her career may just be the death of her when she meets the man who just may be, Satan reincarnate. There is extreme gore, SA, abuse, emotional and physical distress, etc. This is NOT directed towards any real person, and any affiliation with a real being/brand is completely fictional. (Remember, it's a book and as a person I wouldn't ever romanticize or support any of the gross stuff written.) Thank you!

Elizabeth Moore finally becomes eighteen and decides to leave her abusive home. She thought moving to L. A would help her escape the past and expand her opportunities of becoming an Artist. She notes that no one will ever know who she was or whom she left behind. She quickly gets used to City life and becomes close friends with the local party girl Katherine. But What happens when One night at a stupid College party leads her on the path to hell? More than Love, Loss and tragedy await Elizabeth. ________________________ (Currently under revision process sorry for any grammatical errors) *Sensitive content* You Have Been Warned. *I don't own any music or Tokio Hotel Members within this story.*