"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Disclaimer: this is not my writing this is by goldenhazzalou on AO3 and I wanted to put it on here Harry and Louis have been friends since they were young, only living a street apart for years. They played with toy trains and paper airplanes, they walked into their very first and very last day of primary school hand in hand, they asked each other embarrassing questions that left their cheeks tinted pint as they navigated puberty through middle school, they shared their first kiss together because they were too nervous to ask anyone else, they blurred the lines constantly between friendship and something more.

"I've been wanting to kiss you all day, but I can't because I fucked everything up. Please Louis, give me one more chance." - Harry and Louis grew up together. They were always meant to be from a young age. But when Harry betrays Louis, it all comes crashing down. When Niall and Zayn convinces both boys to go to Australia with them for spring break, they're forced to interact for the first time in one heartbreaking month. ©larrywanks

Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson are best mates, best mates and nothing more. Louis is dating Eleanor, and the thought of them together makes Harry sick. Harry would do anything to win Louis over, but Louis remains completely oblivious to Harry's feeling. But when Harry starts getting mysterious headaches how will it affect the band and how will it affect Louis and Harry's relationship? Why is Harry keeping secrets from everyone? Are the headaches more than minor annoyances?

After nearly six years on hiatus Harry, Liam, Louis and Niall all put their solo careers on hold to get back together once more. Will they be able to put their differences aside after all these years? What happens when a certain Bradford Bad Boy shows up? Are old flames lost for good along with their light-hearted banter and water fights? But more importantly, can One Direction become what they once were?

"𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞." "𝐈'𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬." · • -- ٠ ✤ ٠ --· · • -- ٠ ✤ ٠ -- • · Harry's a broke musician. Louis only comes out at night. Love was never meant to feel like hunger. · • -- ٠ ✤ ٠ --· · • -- ٠ ✤ ٠ -- • · Peaky Blinders Era Louis x Frat Boy Harry

Harry moves to France to get away from his troubled past, only to fall in love with his blue-eyed next door neighbor who has quite a scary past of his own... Warning: Smut & Harsh language

"I was right about you Harry.... You are just a fucking stuck up snob" Louis hates Harry. Harry hates Louis. What more can I say?

It's the year 2020 and One Direction is still on hiatus, but their contract with Modest!Management ended. Larry can finally come out and Louis and Harry show the world their past, starting from the X-factor days till the current time. I DID NOT CREATE ANY OF THE MANIPS USED, credits to the original owners

It's been two years since the band went on hiatus. However now the boys get the opportunity to see each other again. Will it be easy for Harry to see Louis after everything that went wrong between them? --- "Haz- Harry." He called me Haz. That's how he used to call me when we were together. I loved all of his pet names he gave me, however this one was my favorite. I still keep staring into his beautiful blue eyes, but something is different. There are no sparkles, there is no sign of happiness or excitement. He used to have the most precious eyes, they had a breathtaking color of blue and you could always see stars in them. Now the only thing I see are dark emotionless eyes staring into mine. *HIGHEST RANKINGS* #1 IN 1direction