Everyone is doomed from the start. It doesn't matter how powerful you are, how rich you are, or how unfair the world treats you. All your lives, you stray closer to your fall. And sometimes, you might just be the one who becomes the last straw of someone's downfall. Kazuha is miserable, and he can't stand anyone who lives a happier life than him. Kazuscara T/W: Murder, Manipulation, Kidnapping, Character Death, Psychosis, PTSD, Depression

What's more entrancing than getting your monthly paycheck? Spending that paycheck. Spending on what, exactly? Fake, unrealistic love that can only happen in one place--host bars. Like drugs, alcohol, cigarettes; love can be addicting, too. Addicted to the ever-elusive "after-party", addicted to the faint outline of true love pulling away at the last second; leaving him craving for more. eh just another book i wanted to write because why not honestly I'm already procrastinating on my other kazuscara book #1 in kazuhaxscaramouche #12 in ship Cover art/design by me

Scaramouche, a burnt out salaryman, wakes up in the house of an enigmatic stranger after one particularly tiring night. The stranger is most beautiful he's seen in a while, with crimson red eyes that sucks him in like a siren lures in sailors from outer sea. Well, shit, he's hot. Rejuvenated by a much needed nap, Scaramouche says the next most reasonable thing anyone would say in the presence of a handsome stranger. "So, wanna fuck?"

Don't offer me a drink, oh baby. It'll only bring regrets. Don't give me courage, oh baby. I know it'll only last today. I want to show you more than just 'Kazuha', But I might just scare you off. My greed, it's unsatisfiable. Please don't offer me a drink, Or I'll make tonight the night you want to forget. kazuscara

THIS IS A YOUNG ADULT BOOK WITH NSFW THEMES IN THE STORY. Smut🌶 Fluff💝 Angst 🪦 suicide and self harm themes

- <3 Kaedehara Kazuha gets an invitation to a prestigious academy high in the mountains, hidden from the rest of the world. With little to no research found online, he decides to accept the invitation and pack his bags, unaware of what awaits him behind the mysterious doors of Teyvat High. What unexpected events may await him include mystery, adventure, and possibly even.. romance? tee hee enemies to lovers (will have nsfw scenes but no full on smut) updates most saturdays and sometimes other week days if extra started writing chapter 1-3: mid december? published chapters 1-3: March 4th 2023 finished writing: August 9th 2023 last chapter published: august 13th 2023 🥇in #kazu on june 14 '23 for some reason 😭 🥇in #scara on september 29 '23 😈😈 🥇IN #kazuscara ON DECEMBER 11th '23 ???? OH MY GOD 🥇in #scarakazu on february 24th 2024

"Just one lesson, then I won't pester you." "Fine, only one lesson." Scaramouche agrees, "But if it's a waste of my time, then stop pestering me." "Of course, deal." After his mother signed him up for Inazuma High's intense Calculus course without his knowledge, Kunikuzushi Scaramouche is forced to navigate the mind-boggling course on his own. An artist at heart, he desperately flounders as he hopes for a passing grade on the forsaken Calculus course in order to get into his dream school, Teyvat Academy of Arts. However, as it stands, he is failing every test miserably, with every tutor his mother ever hiring giving up within the hour. On the trajectory of failing the course, Scaramouche resigns to his fate, until the teacher's assistant, Kaedehara Kazuha, offers to be his tutor. Harboring doubt towards tutors, he agrees to one lesson. One lesson. Unbeknownst to him, their arrangement slowly blossoms into something more, something that Scaramouche has yet to comprehend.