"I'm sick of having to start fresh, when we already had so much going in the first place." ---- Following a life changing mishap, Sousuke had his memory totally wiped off everything regarding his past lover as payment for his lovers wish to be granted. After discovering that he was now sharing a college dorm with this now antagonized lover, he must now figure out if he wants to let the tensions between his roommate ease, or put their relationship into a spiraling jeopardy against Kou's wishes. Are Sousuke's future and dreams really worth it for this guy.. or would it be better to just let things go? ---- Hard to Love is the sequel of kcnies first ever novel You Bet I Stare, and primarily follows Kou and Sousuke's journey through college following a wish grant gone wrong. Heartbreak and Fate come into very heavy play as the duo work through getting back on the right foot, that is if there is even a right foot to back get onto. [ NOTE ! ] Hard To Love is purely a work of fiction, and it majority includes some of my own personal made up information that isn't true to the actual storyline of the TBHK anime or manga series. All of these chapter titles are the titles of songs by the way, so feel free to give them a listen! Some topics in the story may be sensitive for some, including mentions of Violence, Profanity, Suggestive Themes, and mentions of Homophobia. If these topics are iffy for you, please read with caution.

^ What the title says I'm open to suggestions/requests, no promises I'll get to them right away but I promise I keep them in mind I usually update once a month (twice if writers block doesn't hate me) So yeah enjoy and let me know what you think I really appreciate it :) *no smut*

in which minamoto kou meets mitsuba sousuke in his dreams. tbhs/jshk ➴ kou + mitsuba lowercase intended ! ©soospicy, 2021 [ slow updates ! ]

bennett. known throughout the school, but not for the right reasons. he trips on the air, spills water on himself multiple times a week, and undergoes embarrassing situations on a normal basis. his notorious bad luck drives people away from him, except from a few childhood friends, who know that he is the kindest, silliest, selfless kid you'd ever meet. enter razor. a quiet, sleep-deprived, animal loving lone wolf new to the high school, new to any school in fact. he's blunt and direct, and says things as they are. razor is as mysterious as one could get. he gets by as best as he can, silently, during his school hours. but one afternoon, while eating his lunch, he is interrupted. by a very loud voice. "ow! where did that come from?" CONTENT WARNING: this book includes sensitive topics that some readers may find upsetting, including the following: -homophobia -child neglect/abuse -spiraling/overwhelming thoughts -depression -self harm [ON VERYYY LONG HIATUS, NOT SURE IF I WILL DISCONTINUE] please do not read if you find these topics triggering. your well-being is most important. i will include trigger warnings on chapters that discuss these issues. enjoy! ART IS BY @_nnaao ON TWITTER!