"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

❝if i can't have you baby, no one else in this world can.❞ y/n has been best friends with bill and his twin brother since they were young, with bill being her secret crush. one day, y/n is forced to move due to financial issues within her family. what happens when she comes back one day to meet bill and his brother, now in a famous band? even worse, what if he's well-known for his supposed relationship with a popular actress?

Y/N lives a life full of motorcycles, cars, money and danger. Follow her adventurous life as she re-encounters people from her past, specifically a tall German man with black cornrows and a lip piercing. What will she do when she finds out she's being hunted down, all while dealing with a man from her past? this IS a Tom Kaulitz fanfic with Bill drama;)