"because forty-eight hours ago i was planning on killing myself." he says, staring out at the ocean. "what changed your plans?" the boy asks. "you." - ⚘ major trigger warning right now, since i will not be putting warnings for any mature content in chapters. this story will have a lot of heavy, and mature topics. it's not for the faint of heart, for sure. if you struggle with suicidal thoughts or anything like that, just know one, it's going to be okay, and two, you can always talk to me whenever. i might just be stranger on the internet, but i'm here if you need me. i love you, and your all doing so great :) ⚘ this story is going to go by so fast, since it's a short story. i know, it's impossible to love somebody or like trust somebody in 48 hours ⚘ the chapters will have song titles in them, and those are either my fav songs or songs that inspired me :) ⚘ this book does not reflect on the members personality in real life, none of this is real. all fiction, for entertainment purposes. i do not own any characters. ⚘ ask for translation permission. ⚘ there will be typos in this story, and i apologize for any spelling or grammar mistakes. feel free to point out any mistakes you find, so i can fix them. thank you, i love you <3

[ON HOLD] "baby, all good boys go to hell. remember that." lovestruck simply by words, han jisung warned his best friend seungmin to not trust the smile of hwang hyunjin. but due to his kind heart, seungmin openly accepts him. yet, he should've known better as well. because hwang hyunjin, was a bad guy.

Previously known as "soulmates" "From today onwards, you are mine" Started: May 14, 2020 Ended: December 6, 2020 Currently editing #5 in hyunmin #2 hyunmin #60 in chair??? Oh it went up #38 chair???????? #1 timetable???!!!

COMPLETED (very first book. would not recommend reading.) Yang Jeongin has problems. He knows he does, but he doesn't want to burden the others. After a while, his mind starts playing tricks on him. He thinks that no one wants to be around him. In reality, Jeongin is pushing everyone away. He won't let them help all because he is too afraid of what they think. Started: June 17th, 2019 Finished: August 28th, 2019

Two boys meet at a park bench. [jisung centric] [UNDER MAJOR CONSTRUCTION] started: 141218 ended: 240219

" He is just a sick boy " I don't want to admit but I care for him. He is so innocent. 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱 !

War. As common as it is repulsive. Where only instinct can cut the line between life and a perishable death. 1922, war emerged between Korea and the United States, a cold winter that most soldiers will remember, if they live through it. Minho, a soldier looked up to by many, though he only keeps to himself, is a prodigy. He can lead just as well as he can kill, which is all that is looked for. Everything will take a turn for the worst when a soldier from the enemy lines is taken as a prisoner to be questioned. Jisung, who doesn't speak a word of English is now assigned to Minho, to crack, to decode. They both want the same thing...live another day. Only life will throw them in situations not most common for sworn enemies... Comfort can be found in violence The word love can be drawn in blood And no one can get what is Minho's... Not even his prisoner - Best rankings: #1 in hanjisung

"Killing them won't bring him back...it won't fill the emptiness in your chest" "Then what will...? What could I possibly do to feel alive, even for just a second...? I just want to live again" "Then kiss me." Best rankings: #2 in minsung #8 in minsungfanfic

"I wouldn't blame you if you tried to walk away. But I want you to stay". Lee Min ho, full time being emotionless, best friends with a crazy Australian, school's number one student and holding the reputation of being the 'cold heart prince' becomes dorm mates with Han Ji sung, a broken fragile boy, Finding themselves saving each other. Warning: Woojin is a character in this story as this fanfiction was written and finished before his scandal, pretend it's another woojin. [Completed] Rank #1 in BangChan. {14th April 2020} Rank #1 in Jeongin. {19th April 2020} Rank #1 in Minsung. {05th June 2020} Rank #1 in Leeknow. {04th July 2020} Rank #1 in bxb. {10th July 2020} Rank #1 in Seungmin. {29th July 2020} Rank #1 in Han. {02th October 2020} Rank #1 in Straykids. {18th February 2021} Rank #1 in Changbin. {03rd March 2021} Rank #1 in Minsung. {07th September 2021}

Han Jisung is a professional swimmer, who trains for his sport daily. One day he meets a new but mysterious life-guard, Lee Minho. Even if Jisung doesn't like him at all, he continues to interact with him, not knowing they both are solutions for each other. Meanwhile they don't know that they are stuck in a case...