----"drowning in a sea of darkness" ---- I can't breathe, so I write all the things I can't say #27 in poetry 9/8/20 #1 in poetryanthology 9/10/20

This is a collection of poems by authors that wrote about mental health, mental health, and any suggestions made by you guys.

Into a mind of someone with BPD.

A collection of poems about life, death, and some stuff in-between. All writings belong to me, myself, and I.

// format was inspired by milk and honey sad things w/ a sexuality crisis, what more could you want?

•Exulansis: the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it •Sciamachy: a battle against imaginary enemies, against your own shadow. •Eccedentesiast: a person who fakes a smile For some people, this is how we cope with life. In three words, how we live is described. But I'm here to make sure our story is described with more words. More feeling. I'm here to make sure you know that you're not alone and your life can be described in more than three words. Words that make you feel like the sun is kissing you in the middle of winter, which is Apricity. Words that make the storm your living in feel like a light drizzle of rain, which is Sirimiri. Words that go into your ear sounding like wind against trees, which is Psithurism. I'm an addressing Numinous (describing experiences that make you fearful yet awed.) So here is my gift to you, my adoxography (beautiful writing of a subject little talked about). Here are my poems. Highest rankings- •#48 in poetry 12•16•17 •#36 in poetry 12•..•17 •#32 in poetry 1•10•18 •#26 in poetry 1•13•18 •#14 in deep poems 6•21•18 •#2 in deep poems 1•3•19 •#9 in deep poems 2•4•19 •#10 in deep poems 3•28•19 •#4 in deep poems 4•27•19 •#1 in deep poems 4•30•19 •#8 sad poems 8•19•20 •#1 sad poems 2•1•21 Trigger warning , deep topics talked about stay safe loves

This is a book which contains poems of various topics mostly comprised of emotions like joy, hate, fear, pain and other such things like mental health, depression, anxiety . I am sure you will relate to it. All the poems that is written in the book are my own and copyrighted. The pictures posted here taken from the internet sources which are under the public domain. More new poems coming. The book is not conclude till I include the author note. you can also find the poems written here on my Instagram @imeanwhatiwrite

"why did you try to kill yourself?" "you told me to be happy."

Ya know that 3am notes app kinda heart-rending sh*t you produce when your mind wanders and inhibitions go bye bye?? Yeah. That. Have fun with my mind puke :)

I live in a world where my perception dictates my every thought. Where a tainted reality is created through a society that does not accept me. With years of trauma that turn into depressive and anxious emotions. This journal showcases the twists and turns of my incomprehensible mind.