Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

Marina Mendez just had to move to a new school. In Germany. In the middle of the school year. She rolled her eyes as she huffed out a breath, dragging her feet down the hallway, being late. She grabbed onto her classroom's doorknob and yanked it open unceremoniously. She stepped out in front of her classroom while her teacher just glared at her. She gave him a petty smile and introduced herself. She realized she probably wasn't giving the best first impression: she was dragging her bag by the strap and she was lazily shifting back and forth on her feet. As she looked around the class flippantly she crossed eyes with a fucking cute ass guy. Cute as in she forgot where she was for a sec. she quickly diverted her eyes and made her way to the only available seat. Coincidentally next to HIM. Great.

"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

𝐘/𝐍 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐆𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.