Before the man, there was a boy. Before the Ripper, there was Jakey from the Block. Before Maya, there were PLENTY of magazines...

When Madison Banks moves to California with her dad after her parents divorce, she's ready for the sun, the waves, and the beach Hotties. Little did she know she would meet a California hottie whom she would fall madly in love with. But not every girl is what she seems. Not every girl can take the pain of falling for a guy when she just fell out of love with someone else. And when the two people she loves end up in the same room with her at the same time, what could NOT go wrong? Can she handle it? {Guys this was written in 2014 so the events happening in here are related to that time so it's very different than how it would be if it were written now. }

Kian Lawley; my best friend. I had no other words to describe him but 'perfect' But if he was so perfect why did I shove him into the middle of a relationship I questioned anyway? He helped me be the best girlfriend I could be, but I wasn't my best not being his.

about the girl that loved colors almost as much as she loved him. book one of the suicide series.