Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

Mars Allen had gone through so much to reach the top. Summer programs, endless practicing hours, little shows in bars... Nothing the drummer wasn't ready to do to achieve her only dream, finally be freed from her miserable life. But what if her reunion with an old friend was about to change the route in which she took part ? Was she ready to give in to her temptation, despite her traumas and her horrid past ? Would a certain guitarist be the answer to her forever peace ? And what if he completely fucked up her life route ? Would she be able to survive the heartbreak ? And if she did, would she be able to forgive him ? Or give him a second chance...? Follow the life of Mars Allen, a talented drummer, who crossed paths yet again with her old friend Gustav who happened to be apart of a band called Tokio Hotel. This story is filled with cute little romances, diversity, mental issues and realistic characters. Enjoy <3 -OCxTomKaulitz-

Living next door, Robyn is blinded by her life of partying and excessive drug use to notice that the boys moving in beside her might be making her worse. With secrets and a guarded past, her mistakes and addiction soon become not the only thing corrupting her world. 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛. ✞᪥✞ -tom kaulitz-