TW: R*pe, SA, smut, homophobic slurs, suicide attempts, self-harm, A LOT All rights to the characters to Alice Oseman

this takes place around 5 years after Charlie graduates from university. some smut, All right to the characters go to Alice Oseman!!

I'm not good nor am I very comfortable writing this stuff. but I've been told to go out of my comfort zone many times, so that's what I'm doing. mostly if not all nick and Charlie. I may add angst and just fluff and all, so don't be expecting just plain smut each and every chapter. love you <3

this is my first time EVER writing fanfiction, so please correct me on anything!!!!!! - basically just how I think nick and charlies life would be a few years later on after both are back from uni (since Charlie is younger and nick finnished before Charlie) their ages are 23 and 24, and own their own flat a few blocks away from nicks old house. the story will be written in either nicks, Charlies, or whatever extra character is there's POV. I'll probably update/write atleast once a week (if I can😭 ... and there won't be a designated time either it's just when I get the chance to) There will be no detailed smut BUT there will be indications to sexual topics. (I feel uncomfortable writing that stuff so if that's what ur here for I'm incredibly sorry) but a topic I will go HEAVY on is angst. you will definitely be crying by the end of this one pal. 😋

charlie and nick are madly in love and decide to take there love to a knew level on the sideline charlie is still having trouble dealing with his metal health and nick helps as best as he can (this is not sexualizing the actors )