You were the only one to ever get close to Joel, but your relationship was a secret; one where he would break you over and over. Tired of mistreatment, you leave. Soon after, you connect with another man, a kindred spirit. Joel cannot handle losing you, especially when someone else catches your attention. *warnings - this is a dark Joel Miller fic and contains smut, coarse language, s*xual assault and violence. Please do not read if you think it could be triggering.*