"Do you remember what you told me the first time we met?" "What?" "You said; Always leave people a little better than you found them" he looked at the floor with a small smile for a few seconds and then his eyes found mine. "You really annoyed me when we first met. I envied your optimism and excitement for life. But each time I saw you, I felt a certain thrill. You made me angry, you made me laugh., you made me feel everything. Something about you made me feel a little more alive each time. I know I fucked up and I know I'm an asshole but I'm also brutally in love with you." Warnings: - mentions of alcohol, depression, self-harm, eating disorders [..] -Mature Content, etc. This is my first ever wattpad story so please excuse the mistakes :)