Hope nor fun, is not the answer for everything. In this world, nothing could escape from death. When there's a start, there's always an end. Lots of question is running through her head. 'If I die right now, what could happen to my family? Do they feel the grief of my loss or do they live their own life as usual?'. If so, there's a possibility my death is just a waste of time. All she knows is, every day, death keeps calling for her soul. 'I am dying slowly'.