boyxboy [trauma, sex, hurt/comfort, love story, slow burn, long chapters] College art student Jamison Parker struggles with getting close to anyone after trauma crippled his ability to reach out and connect with others both physically and emotionally. More interested in nature than people, he keeps his head down and tries to get through each day without giving up entirely. Classmate Elliot Astor is a trust funder that can't buy his way out of grief and secrets of his own. Spending his nights partying with his friends to forget, he drifts through days with little interest in chasing anything but the next distraction. After a chance meeting, they find themselves drawn increasingly close together, pushing the boundaries of their heartache and histories, and fighting for a future neither dared to envision. current word count: 301,471 -------- • trying to update once a month, if not sooner • some chapters are broken into multiple parts for ease of reading, as some chapters are over 16K words • I'm a very dialogue-heavy writer :) • this is a genuine slow burn ***Read with caution*** This story includes mature content and themes such as explicit sexual content, suicide, self-harm, abuse, violence, trauma, drug use, mental illness, death, extreme homophobia, slurs, cursing, etc. There is no SA, though Stats: #1 in anxietydisorder 10/22/25 #2 in bxbromance 02/02/26 #5 in loneliness 01/26/26 #6 in freethelgbt 01/26/26 #11 in gayboys 01/26/26 #17 in gay-sex 01/26/26 #18 in gayness 01/26/26 #34 in explicit 01/26/26

Tessa is just trying to survive her last year of university. What happens when someone from her university starts studying her a little too closely? The warnings for this book are at the end of chapter one. Some of them are in the tags as well.

You can lock up a monster, but you can't kill his obsession. Six years in a psych ward didn't fix Silas Kane. It only sharpened his hunger. Ivy Monroe was the only thing that soothed the void inside him the quiet girl next door, the one he watched, craved, and would kill for. Now he's free. The world thinks he's hunting revenge. But monsters don't care about justice. They care about possession. He's not coming to save her. He's not coming to love her. He's coming to own her. This isn't a love story. This is a warning. He's not a hero. He's not even human. And once you let the monster in he never leaves. Read if you dare. SOOTHE THE MONSTER 18+ | Psychopath MMC | Stalker | Obsession | Graphic Violence | No Redemption

A small whimper left his lips as he gazed at the man before him "You need me don't you?" Turning his head to the side, he clamped his lips shut trying so desperately to stop the words that wanted to come out. "Just admit it, you'll feel a lot better if you do" Still nothing, with a frown creasing his brows he grabbed the boy by his throat so suddenly it startled him. "Let's try this again, shall we" *** Riley Frost was from a wealthy and loving family, however he suffered from social anxiety and preferred to stay by himself. This was not so simple as he was frequently in the spotlight due to his feminine features and figure, and it didn't help that Riley was a crossdresser. Having enough Riley moved away and holed himself up inside under the rouse that he was travelling the world. Now his uncle was getting married and they asked Riley to be there. Things take a turn as Riley returns and gets a reason to stay... GUYS PLEASE READ THE TAGS!! ***** Jul 10, 2022 #4 mxb #7 femboy July 16, 2022 #3 mxb August 6, 2022 #4 shy

Ashton or Ash as he is called, Had chosen long ago to never seek out his soulmates, Despite how badly he wished to. He didn't need someone to become an emotional weakness for him. . .Or so he thought. One can only run for so long from destiny. . . !!Warning(s)!! This book contains: Random updates: This book doesn't have a steady update schedule so you've been warned. . . Swears: Understandable if ya don't like these but I'd warn you not to read this book then. Gay: Homophobes are not welcome here. Poly relationships: More then one partner in a consensual relationship together, If this isn't your cup of tea then you picked the wrong book I'm afraid. Violence: There are gonna be a few fights Anything else will have a warning before the chapter if I forgot it here.

(Completed) Rolling in the Dust Series When Woody's past collides with the chaos of the present, his once-quiet ranch life spirals into laughter, lust, and unexpected love. Caught between his fiercely protective best friend, Sig, and the undeniable pull of Jackson and Colton, Woody finds himself swept into a whirlwind of teasing banter, aching tenderness, and tumultuous desire. From fiery encounters in the barn to playful breakfasts, long trail rides beneath open skies, and late-night confessions shaped by a haunted past, Woody must navigate intimacy, trust, and the exhilaration of being truly seen. Three hearts. One tangled bond. And a love that refuses to break. This is a story of friendship, passion, and finding home in the arms of those who refuse to let go. Woody is fast-paced; Jackson and Colton are a slow burn. ⚠️ EDITOR'S NOTE ⚠️ This book is currently under editing. Important Notes for Readers: Trigger warnings will be provided. This story explores polyamorous relationships, the unshakable bond of friendship, and the beautiful chaos that comes with both. It delves into past trauma and intense emotional struggles, while also celebrating healing, laughter, love, and found family. Expect fiery arguments, playful banter, and heartfelt connections, woven together with cultural diversity and multilingual moments that give the story its unique heartbeat. This book is raw, emotional, and unapologetically messy, just like real love. 🏆 Rankings & Achievements 🥇 #1 (Queer) - 12/04/2026 🥇 #1 (Canada) - 05/04/2026 🥇 #1 (Fast) - 18/02/2026 🥇 #1 (Country) - 03/02/2026 🥇 #1 (Cowboy) - 03/02/2026 🥇 #1 (MxMxM) - 24/10/2025 🥇 #1 (LGBT Fiction) - 07/11/2025 🥇 #1 (Iceland) - 19/11/2025 🥈 #2 (Slow Burn) - 08/12/2025 🥈 #2 (Polyamory) - 01/11/2025

Destroy Me. ➿⭐︎➿⭐︎➿ "You like that?" Kit whispered. "You like it when I stroke your little clit?" I whimpered, shifting against Alistair who held me down. "Be nice, Kit," Jason said. "She's new to this." Kit just crawled up and pressed his lips to mine. "What do you say, baby? Should I be nice?" "Please..." I begged. "Please, what, princess?" "Ruin me," I begged, "destroy me." "Oh, honey," Raven leaned forward. "We've already started." ➿⭐︎➿⭐︎➿ Emma Rivers had noticed something odd back in October, five men who'd been following her around. but it wasn't until winter when they came out of the shadows. They played with her, teased her, left around little keepsakes... tormenting her. Kidnapping her. Five stalkers, five psychopaths... five lustful monsters. They might've been playful now, but it wouldn't have been long before the drove to destroy her.

"Are you gonna admit you like this yet?" "No!" I yelled, kicking my legs out at him. He smiled and leaned forward, catching my ankle as I froze. "Don't worry, baby. I'm going to worship your body like the innocent little thing you are, completely corrupting you before you can even think. "By the time I'm done with you, you're going to be screaming my name and begging me to let you cum. That said... "IF YOU CAN EVEN LAST A SECOND OF THIS." ➿⭐︎➿⭐︎➿ Emily Wolfe is the exact definition of innocent. Not necessarily in the childish sense, but her curiosity can sometimes be untamed. She developed insomnia from her father, Asher, and every night takes medications that make her a little crazy before she sleeps. And she remembers a man that always comes into her room just before she sleeps... her comfort character. But he's more than just imaginary. He's real. But being stalked is in the back of her mind, because she's been researching the death of her aunt after she'd been kidnapped... and all of it leveled back to a circus. Though... she could feel him watching her, but every time she looked, he was gone. He's gotten good at hiding. And even better at plotting.

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Jonathan hasn't been honest a single day in his life. All his friends, his smiles, and his zest for life are just a way of lying to himself and everyone else. Did he have a bit of an addiction to alcohol and tobacco? Maybe. Was he incapable of eating a single full plate of food a day? Perhaps. Did he live with an abusive, drug-addled father 24/7? True. But he was okay, because he was Jonathan. And Jonathan was the happy kid, the life of the party, and he didn't have any problems in life. Right? Sending him to an institution with five other boys in equally deplorable mental states is just an excuse for him to run away from home, not because he needs it. Obviously. The important thing is that Jonathan will continue to be perfect...until he isn't.