I never gave a thought of how I would die, or when for that matter. Now I know I was born for something more than just life herself. I was born to find my life in something totally different, not to just die when the time came, but to die when I was meant to. I was meant to be in control. I don't know my past, but I do know one thing. Nothing happens without meaning. My name is Erica Blackwell. I was suppose to die twenty years ago on September 16, 1995. But something went wrong. I was dead for a week. Enough time for the police to start an investigation, but when my family went to burry me, my dead body was gone. Find out what happens to Erica Blackwell by reading the book.

Dan and Phil are children together, best friends from the offset. Even as they drift apart Phil's little lights stay with Dan and he carries the theory with him through into old age.

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)