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"You think I've got control? Roxie, I lost that the second you came back into town wearing that damn smile and humming like you owned the air I breathe."
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Roxie Morgan never forgot how Cal Rawlins looked at her in high school - like she was invisible. She was the curvy, awkward older sister of his best friend, and she was more than fine with keeping it that way.
That is until she moves back home.
Turns out, Cal is still around. Just as rugged, brooding, and ignorant as ever. Only now, to her chagrin, he actually acknowledges her existence. Of course, not without a little nudge from her brother.
Unbeknownst to her, Cal has spent the past few years burying everything he ever wanted, including Roxie. Back then, she was too young and too close to the one person he would never betray. So, he did the only thing he could - he ignored her, even when it tore at his heart to do so.
Unfortunately, secrets don't stay hidden forever, especially not as adults. The one he's been trying to keep is getting harder and harder to hide. He's running out of reasons to stay away, because the only thing heavier than the guilt he has is the weight of what he wants.