Aleksandr is stuck. Stuck lusting over his best friend. Stuck with a girlfriend he no longer has feelings for. Stuck in an overwhelming sensation of numbness. Only James can make him feel, only James can make him smile. It's always only ever been James. Sexual content, boy x boy, swearing, drinking. Eventual mention of paranoia, anxiety and depression.

James Wilson is diagnoised with cancer. He's been secretly going to treatments but his doctor has suggested he finally tells someone about it. He decides to have a creature meeting. Some are accepting, others are not so accepting. ** This is my first NovaHD. If you have any suggestions please leave them. I would love to hear your opinions and what not. c: **

hiatus. ♠ Bxb / homosexual relationship alert. ♠ If you don't approve of it, don't read it. Cover art by rancake.tumblr.com, edited by me.

Aleks and James have been together for a while now, all together from being separated for three times, probably almost a year. However, it seems that James is a cheater and cheats on the Russian, but he seems to keep crawling back to his rager. This time is different. Aleks finally leaves the man for good, causing James to go into a suicidal rampage trying to off himself since he cannot have Aleksandr, or the children. ~ Co-Written With my Good Friend and RP Partner Ein.~ Warnings Include ~ Self Harm, Anyone who has triggering of blood, or sharp objects, or cannot see someone in the story try and commit suicide. Almost Character Death.

The Preacher's boy and the Rebel without a clue. James needed excitement, and, oh, needed it bad. Aleks was the best he's ever had. --- ❝It all flared up and died, like a firework, and this was the spark.❞ --- Trigger Warning Ahead. Warning: Religious Themes, Drug/Alcohol Use, Mentions of Self Harm and Eating Disorders, some Sexual References. Some ImmortalAnex. Disclaimer: Ain't my Boys, but Aleks is so cute. Kevin's a jealous mama. Title Credit goes to New Found Glory. (A/N: second fanfic ever, so we'll see how this actually goes. please be nice to me, I was iffy about this concept?) | © critter caitlin |

Aleks decides to go out for a while during an snowstorm, even with a kidnapper on the loose. On his way back to his house, his car decides to break down. What seems to be a kind stranger comes to assist Aleks, but he isn't planning on helping Aleks.

A Preacher boy who seems to do everything right in the eyes of God, comes across a male by the name of Aleksandr Marchant who is to be seen as the 'Devil.' He doesn't really care too much about what happens; he does a lot of bad things that James wouldn't dare think of doing. However, once these two personalities come in contact with each other, the 'Devil' changes the Preacher boy for either the good, or the bad. His friends really don't seem to help the situation too well, either.

Aleksandr Marchant is a new student in his high school. He doesn't know anything about American high schools since he just came to the states from Russia a few years ago. He hasn't lost his Russian accent as of yet, and since he's new, and foreign, he'll have to deal with the wrath of bullies and anything that comes his way. But once he meets James, Eddie, and Kevin, things seem to change for him for the better. Or so he thinks. The boy soon finds himself in a three way love triangle and doesn't know how to choose other than going behind each of their backs to get what he wants. He can only have one. One that'll make him happy. One that'll make him whole. Who will he choose?

| SEQUEL TO HOLD MY HAND | James and Aleks were in love, but that was a long time ago. He claimed he was afraid of commitment but he had tattoos all over his skin and maybe he didn't see James as a work of art, or maybe he didn't think the pain was worth it. May the bridges they burn light their way. --- ❝The way that you left me is alright, it's alright. If I argue the point then we yell and we fight, and I won't be home for the rest of the night. You might hate my words but you know that I'm right, you know that I'm right.❞ --- Trigger Warnings Ahead. Warning: Some Religious Themes, Drug/Alcohol Use, Mentions of Self Harm and Eating Disorders, and some Sexual References. Some ImmortalAnex and possible Jeamus. Disclaimer: Ain't my Boys but Aleks is so cute and James makes me sad. Title Credit goes to The Story So Far. | © critter caitlin |

It's James new mission to make Aleks back into the smiling boy he was before.