We all know and love the band 5 seconds of summer, but just how did these four boys become the band we know today? What about certain issues one member of the band had? Was it really that easy for Ashton Irwin to join 5sos, knowing that his secrets could either make him or break him? Disclaimer: I don't own the band 5 seconds of summer

Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }

Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and very curious.One day he found Ashton's account.He was just searching what 'anorexia' meant then he saw Ashton on the hashtag. He look at his page and felt sick. Ashton was so skinny and had cuts almost all over his body. He wanted to help him but didn't know how. He couldn't tell no body because he doesn't have any real friends. Luke got an idea. He created a tumblr account and decided to talk to him online. He hoped this would workout. Luke wanted to Fix the Broken

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

sequel to .weighted. currently being reworked - july 2024 !!

"you're going to hell, ashton irwin."

Sequel to: Falling A.I When you try everything to safe the person you love, you don't realise you are losing yourself in the process. ▪︎A Cashton Fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders, substance abuse (excessive smoking, alcohol). Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad story

How do you tell your friends that you are getting bad again? Spoiler : you don't ▪︎A Cashton Fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders. Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad story

after all ashton is only human and he bleeds when he falls down and he crashes and he breaks down ~possible triggering in this book~ ©bitxh5sos 2014