Nicola Castillejos has been in love with her brother's bestfriend, Malachi Zhang since she was six years old. He was her muse. Her only love. Her world revolved around him and when he left? It stopped spinning. They made a pact of saving all their firsts for each other and she kept her promise despite the oceans that separated them and the years that were stolen from them. However, with Nicola's dissipating hope and Kai's secrets, it was only a matter of time they will have to let each other go. Or will they? ‼️THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN IN TAGALOG-ENGLISH‼️ ------------------------------------------------------- This is a fast-paced story and is NOT for the slow-burn romance girlies. This a romance book with dark themes and unconventional characters. Mentions of mental health and self-harm. This is not for the faint of heart. Read at your own risk. Tropes: Childhood sweethearts romance Second chance romance Angst No cheating Virgin FMC and MMC Morally grey MMC Started: May 2024 Completed: August 2024

Rian Nieves will crawl to hell and back for money to support her family, and if that means being Drake Montemayor's personal assistant, then so be it. But the thing is: Drake has Dissociative Identity Disorder, so she's not just Drake's assistant, but also Luther's and Wyn's--Drake's alters--submissive and caregiver. *** Reese Ivan Nieves' world turns upside down when she's hired as a personal assistant to Drake Montemayor, an assassin from a mafia organization who runs an illegal prostitution business. When she meets Drake's alters--Luther, a harsh dominant man with a knack for blood and pleasure, and Wyn, a five-year-old kid with painful memories--she finds out that he has Dissociative Identity Disorder, a mental health condition where people with trauma have two or more distinct identities. In the middle of overthrowing the very organization that traumatized Drake, will he choose to conquer his pain alone or will he let himself finally find the love, healing, and acceptance that he seeks with Rian? WARNING: Not suitable for young readers. It contains graphic sex scenes, adult languages, and situations intended for mature readers only. DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish.