Sissy_Roxie
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This is my story. The secret journal of a beta. It was supposed to be a simple story about the girl next door, the one I loved from the moment I could walk. Chloe was my everything-my protector, my best friend, my unattainable dream. But in the world of Ebony Estates, a different truth was awakening. A truth whispered by our mothers and screamed by the desires of every woman around me.
It's the story of how I learned I wasn't a man. Not a real one. Real men are Kings, and I was born to be something else. This is the chronicle of my surrender. Of how I helped the love of my life fall for my bully, Jamal. Of how I bought her lingerie for their dates, listened at the door as she lost her virginity to him, and found a pathetic, shameful pleasure in my own humiliation.
It's about the cage I wear, the leaks I can't control, and the "training" from the women who were supposed to guide me. My mother and my best friend's mother became the high priestesses of my transformation, breaking me down and rebuilding me into what they always knew I was: a sissy, a cuck, a devoted servant in a new world order where Black supremacy isn't a theory, but a beautiful, depraved, and absolute reality.
This is my confession. The diary of a beta's heartbreak, and the terrifying, peaceful bliss of finally finding my place at the bottom. Read it, if you dare. But be warned: once you fall down this rabbit hole, you can never climb back out.