I used to have nightmares, bad ones. Up until I met someone they never stopped. At first I thought they had stopped because of me being older and mature. But recent events that have separated me from this individual have proven that it was her who made them go away..... They are back, and just as bad as ever. But last night was different, I learned lesson I won't soon forget...

The utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )