Lana Monroe, big fan of the old famous 2000s band tokio hotel. One day she ventures out to the thrift store, looking for some clothes and vintage wear. She spots a pair of nike wristbands, reminding her of her celebrity crush Tom Kaulitz.

Tom Kaulitz and Gia Marino were high school teachers, all the students thought they would be perfect for each other. Little did everyone know Tom and Gia had a secret..

Tom Kaulitz comes in with a gunshot wound. Doctors refuse to save his life, as his injuries are far too extensive. Aurora Montgomery only a senior resident refuses to let a patient die, although she's only a resident she fights against everyone to try her best and operate against these circumstances.

It was the first day of school and a new music teacher comes around who happens to be a hot, rich boy that's just a few years older than you. Throught out the story some romance starts appearing between you and the teacher, nothing is stopping you but your boyfriend and school rules that make your relationship a bit screwed.

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

Y/N moves to Germany and becomes best friends with Bill kaulitz. His brother, Tom, however tends to stay away or is just overall mean. Could this change? Or is he just giving mixed signals?

|| 𝗡𝗼𝘃𝗮 𝗥𝗮𝗲 || 𝗧𝗼𝗺 𝗞𝗮𝘂𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘇 || Best friends, ever since they were practically in the womb, both of their moms grew up together. After a couple of faulty marriages, they decided to move both families into one house. They spent their summers at the ice cream shop, working together. What happens, when Nova meets a guy? What if Nova, was inexperienced in that department? "𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱, 𝗶'𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿." ✰ ✰ ✰ || 𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗛𝗔𝗟𝗙 ||

𝗢𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗜𝗔 𝗞𝗔𝗜𝗟𝗜𝗔𝗡𝗨- Was your average rich girl, just as privileged as the next one. Yet, she never believed much in religion. It was forced on her, her entire life. Olivia's parents, didn't support of her actions. She was a problem child, enjoyed going out just as much as the next person. Sleeping around, was common for her. Once her parents had enough, they decided to get her into an arranged marriage. Who better for Olivia to marry than.... 𝗧𝗢𝗠 𝗞𝗔𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗭- Is known to spend most of his time in his books, studying and such. Valedictorian of high school, everybody knew of him. The classic private school kid, there was much he was hiding though... Was Tom really as perfect as everyone thought? ★ "𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗻" "𝗠𝗼𝗺, 𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗱!"

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

This is the continuation to the books "My Living Nightmare" and "A Beautiful Lie" by @winternightz so if you haven't read those books there's no point in reading this. (You can find them in my reading list) Just like the other two books, this one also has sensitive content. So many people are mad that the book gets no more updates (same) so I decided to continue this story I will try to write in the style of @winternightz but of course I won't always be able to do it 100% the same since it's not my own story. And my very last info for you is english is not my first language so don't be too hard on me. Enjoy reading :)