// Billie's always been in the background, but she's always wanted to sing. That's why when the perfect job comes along, a backup singer for a band, she jumps at the chance to finally get somewhere in her life. To quit her boring job. To meet new people. Everything's going great, until she falls head over heels for the lead singer. They've got their own demons to fight, but together they can heal each other. // published 2014

// "I love this book so much! You are REALLY talented!", "Can't wait for the new update, already excited!", "Amazing! Omg please update!" // (quotes by - lauralisbon12, mattyhealysleftkneen and twilightissocool11) // // Thank you so much for all your praise on this! // I see it. That familiar sight I see every summer, the Manor. Set on huge grounds it stands red bricked and grand, silhouetted against the blue sky above. To my left I can see the lake sparkling in the sunshine and the lush green woods beyond that. But the beauty isn't why I come here. I come here for the boys. Every summer a new group of people become my best friends for 2 weeks and every year one of those people becomes my boyfriend for the holiday. This has happened for the last 3 years since I was 13 and every year it's more serious, more rebellious and more fun. Who knows what this year holds... // This story will contain mild sex and drug use //

where a girl gets a message from michael clifford one day, by accident.

This is a fanfiction about a girl, called Alex Holt, who is a self harmer and has severe depression. Michael Clifford, her best friend since her childhood, has just came back from his first tour with his band and finds out shocking secrets about her. He thought she was fine but it seems like she wasn't. Michael was too focused on his band and how to make it successful, and Alex got worse because she felt ignored. She didn't feel loved anymore. He only parent, her dad, was away, and so was her sister and she had no one but him. Faking smiles and trying to look happy had become a daily routine to her so no one noticed, not even him, until he catches her self harming and understands in what situation she got herself into.

When Elsie moved from her small town in Illinois to escape the people in it, she meets a certain guy on her plane ride to live with her aunt in Australia. Accompanied by her best friend Lily, Elsie is thrown into the fast line with Michael and his three other band mates. Neither know what their going to do when the summer ends, but until then, they have each other.