This is the story of my life, well the interesting three years of it. and this is just like my diary from when i went through a few rough years of my life, and now i have left school i have the time to do it. a caution that there is scenes of sex, drugs and alcohol taking in this story and im not lieing about anything that happens in this story this all happened to me so it shouldnt really be in fictionbut i couldnt see where else to put it sorry. i realise that grammar and spelling is going to be a bit bad, because i dont have anyone to check it over because in this story there are going to be quite a few secrets that i dont want family knowing, luckly none of my family and hardly any of my freinds use this. okay so this was the intro and i shall get started on the story i will try to upload twice a week although july is a bit hectic as i have my birthday prom a wedding and family coming down so will not be uploading a lot then, but i will try and get this finished by september as i have to start college then so here goes hope you like it :)