Lexa Woods is a heartbroken senior. Heartbroken in more ways then one, that is. Life has thrown her impossible obstacles. She sees no way out. That was until her guardian Anya suggests they move. What new obstacles with Lexa face as she moves away from the only town she's ever know? Clarke Griffen is a lost soul. She puts on a brave mask everyday, not letting anyone see how hurt she is. What happens when her good friend Luna announces her cousins are moving to their town? Will this mysterious girl just be another person she has to put a brave face on for? (Please read "I'm sorry" before continuing) Dedicated to Sam.

A bedslave as a present from Titus is the last way Lexa expects the day to end. A thin, weightless girl that is littered with bruises and cuts, brainwashed to serve. Lexa, as the Heda, doesn't really have the best relationships to people and thus, doesn't have the greatest knowledge of how to help or heal Clarke either. But Lexa doesn't need to know about everything. Clarke easily becomes her first priority to take care of without any lessons. [#1 clexa, 10th october 2022] [#1 the100fanfic, 29th december 2022]

The Heda. A merchant girl. And the most unlikely, forbidden romance.

The Grounders cannot make sense of Clarke Griffin, the woman that falls out of the sky (unbeknowst to them, as a lone test subject for radiation) and so they call her a Goddess. A Goddess spreading fear and evil and death in the forest around Polis, and thus, a Goddess that Lexa, as the Heda, is bound to despise. When her people follow up, an army of Gods stands against Lexa and although she goes to war against them, a third enemy soon appears that forces Lexa to form an alliance. That is shameful enough, but if only there wasn't Clarke, Skaikru's leader and thus the woman Lexa has to share a tent with, share a bed with, share parts of her life with that she wants no one to see. Clarke couldn't be a worse, more powerful enemy. She makes Lexa feel a chaos of things that are way beyond any hatred she has ever felt before (Is it hatred, though? Where does that stop, and where does another, much scarier feeling begin?) ____ updated regularly, at least one time a week :)

Fixing Clexa's story to give them an ending they deserved (an *ending, not the journey they deserved). It turned into a bit more of an adult-themed journey getting there so just a warning of (slightly) dark turn around ch. 20-23 (3-4 chapters have mild TW/CW but I do summaries at the bottom if needed).... **DUAL POV** chapters start short (2500-3500 words avg) but eventually get way longer lol (6,000-8,000words avg) Story jumps into show line plot at episode 3x7 after Lexa announces the Blockade on Arkadia (Yes 1st chapter is intentionally almost as-is from the show before branching off...was just easiest to dive in that way) **THIS STORY IS CONSIDERED COMPLETED AS OF CH.45, however there's 10-12 additional chapters still to come to bridge into sequel story, & I would rather add them onto here than publishing as it's own 'mini-book'. New chapters beyond ch.45 "Blood for Blood" plot-wise is mostly a separate mini-arc meant to introduce a specific new character before the sequel. Only loose story arcs from seasons 4-5 for sure being included are Primfaya/bunker (this will be the primary start of the sequel). **NO CITY OF LIGHT** bc I hated it haha consider its nixed from this universe. Main Focuses of this Story: -Lexa's struggles w/ love vs duty, childhood trauma/Natblida backstory & learning to let herself be loved & taken care of. -Seamechanic :) -Lexa/Luna sister dynamic (which we deserved from show!)🥹 **SEQUEL** --Octavia's decent into Bloodreina era; its affect on Linctavia -Lexa & Madi -Lexa v Blodreina -Fallout of everyone's choices/changes during the years after Praimfaya Photocred: I do not own any of the images I use, most are just pulled from the internet & any fan art/edits I will do my best to give proper credit when I know where they came from. A lot of my ch photos are from an INCREDIBLY talented acct on IG, I love his edits & wanted to keep some consistency in aesthetic throughout the story. GO CHECK HIM OUT! --IG: @imitylus