Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

"this is the last time billie" i tell her. "that's what you said last time sweetheart" she smirks. "this time i'm being serious. i can't be with you" "why not?" "because we are complete opposites"

Amelia Parker is a new famous actress. She was nominated for Best Supporting Actress. In addition, she just so happened to be somebody's crush at the Oscars.

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Lucy Harper is fearless, brilliant, and one of the most ruthless journalists in LA. When she lands an exclusive story on Billie Eilish, it's the opportunity of a lifetime. The problem? Billie already knows Lucy, because years ago, Lucy wrote a brutal article about her. What starts as a battle of sharp words and cold stares quickly turns into something far more dangerous. With a career-defining story on the line and a pull she can't ignore, Lucy is forced to ask herself: Is love worth betraying everything she's built? And what happens when she becomes the headline?

Blair Ashford doesn't do attachments. The sharp-tongued bartender has spent her life keeping people at a distance-until one wild night ends with her waking up in Billie Eilish's bed. What starts as a drunken mistake quickly spirals into a dangerous push-and-pull of desire, tension, and a whole lot of trouble.

Ink stains skin like fate, but some marks go deeper than the needle ever could.

Violet Winter learned the hard way that nothing lasts forever. After losing her mother and surviving a relentless battle with leukemia, she built walls around herself, walls no one had ever dared to break through. Letting people in meant risking heartbreak, and she had already lost too much. But then came Billie Eilish. With her, life became lighter, funnier, worth living again. But when your body still carries the scars of the past, how long can forever really last?

"I'd rather admire and suffer in silence than going there and getting rejected"