(Credits to Rick Riordan for making this wonderful book series, that me, and millions of others have loved! Thank you!) What if Percy accidentally dropped Annabeth into Tartarus before he could have fallen in with her? Well get ready to read a very emotional fanfiction about what I would think have happened! Percy is feeling guilty, he's broken. He doesn't know if Annabeth is alive or dead. Tartarus is like hell, and there's a reason why it's "A one way trip, a very hard fall". So Percy assumes the worst and thinks she does and tries to find multiple ways to commit. Sleepless nights, depression, and the unknowing can really take a lot out of a person.