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Philophobia [Jamilton] by FlowerLafayette
FlowerLafayette
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Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs
I'm Okay by gay_angsty_crap
gay_angsty_crap
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Alexander Hamilton isn't okay. He can pretend he is. But he's really not. \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ Appearance: musical Time period: modern day TW: abuse, strong language, rape, smut (with individual trigger warnings before every chapter)
Hold My Hand [boyxboy]  by AidenSummers
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Raiden never had it easy. Abused and hurt at a young age made him a shut off person. He wasn't the same person he was a few years back. Depressed, lonely, and cold. That's how he became. The marks on his body told stories too painful to hear, and too tough to witness. He never thought he'd fall in love again, or even talk again. His walls are thick and hard to crack. However, Thomas didn't believe so. Amidst the fight for power and control between the same family, and dark past ties to the present, Thomas refused to submit to anything against his beliefs. His one and only belief that everyone deserved a chance at love.
That Boy Is Mine - LAMS by kyselliot
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John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton are both secretly gay for each other, even though it's not a secret.
Coding His Heart // dreamnotfound by hayhay_wastaken
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Two students struggling to keep their grades and pants up. Will this Florida man survive university in England? (DNF)
lavender //dnf// by feelingsnotfound01
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george has a hard time at home, and one night leaves. he's sort of rescued by a stranger on the beach, but it's not long until they become far more than strangers. does contain: swearing, alcohol, smoking, abuse, angst, nsfw and other possible triggers. #9 in stories
You Look Perfect (lams) by pansmexual_lams
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Alexander Hamilton is a 16 year old bisexual, who's recently been adopted from the Caribbean. John Laurens is a 17 year old openly gay teen but who still has to hide his true self from his father. They both have scars. They both have been broken. What happens when they fall in love? (Edit: this story starts off bad, seeing as this was my first story but it gets increasingly better fast so pls stick with it) ⚠️TW's are at the top of the chapters⚠️ Highest rankings so far: #2 in Lams #1 in Mullette #1 in herc #6 in alexanderhamilton #7 in jeffmads #1 in Laurens #4 in Angelica
bruises (DNF) by shutupimnotobsessed
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george never was one to fit in at school and everyone knew that; they took ADVANTAGE of that. his home life was in shambles, his school life was no better, and all he had was memories of the one person he called home. for now. TRIGGER WARNINGS: attempted su!cide, od, abuse, panic attacks, death, swearing, yelling goals:) 10K(2/4/21) 15k(2/9/21) 20k(2/14/21) 100k(3/20/21) COVER ART MADE BY: @red_with_envy
Pain - A TommyInnit Angst by Elektrii
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This is my first book, so please feel free to drop suggestions of ways I could improve! This story will contain graphic scenes of abuse, self harm, and other potentially triggering things, so please see the list of trigger warnings down below before reading. Please let me know if there are any more that I should add! TRIGGER WARNINGS: - Abuse - Self Harm - (Possibly?) Suicide / Mention of suicide - Eating disorder (please note that Tommy does NOT have an ED in this story, but he displays ED behaviour for various reasons that could potentially be triggering) Full credit for the cover art goes to @/xkaycatx on Tumgir
*COMPLETED* Unusual- A Lams Hamilton Fanfiction  by Akaashis_Ankles
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Uhm Well this got popular- (Front cover by Mushie.R on YouTube)