This is the re-write version of my other story called Missing. Two years ago I was named the Outer Banks 17 year old missing girl. The face of the girl on the news channel, my friends and family begging for my safe return. I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him, or if he regrets breaking me. I often have to remind myself that there was no way he loved me the way I love him, or he wouldn't have hurt me the way he did. The truth is too hard to know. So I ran. I ran until I reached Barbados and met a gorgeous local man who is a hundred times worse for me than my blonde haired lover. Love that for me. --------- JJ Maybank x OC Season 1-3 complete. Season 4 Upcoming and will be a second book most likely! Mature story! 18+ themes. There's tons of SMUT in this story, like a lot, sometimes back to back chapters so enjoy! Smut warning: BDSM, Double penetration, female x female, Etc. *Trigger Warnings: Suicidal thoughts/attempts, Death/Murder, multiple Rape/Sexual Assaults, Drug use, Overdosing, Child loss, Mental health issues, and Health issues; seizures, hallucinations, amnesia. * ----------------------- I do not own any rights to the show Outer Banks or it's original plotline/characters.

𝘪𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘴. season 1 & 2 complete. (jj maybank x oc)