Guilt: /ɡilt/ (noun) "a feeling of having done wrong or failed in an obligation." ___ Cale leaned on the column he couldn't see anything! Cale had just stabbed white star using the sword of the World tree root- only something went wrong, according to the World tree stabbing his heart would be beneficial to his body. "So why the fuck do I feel like shit?" Cale knew this was different and so did the ancient powers inside him, the vitality of the heart was crying because it cannot mend Cale's heart that has a hole in it. He knew it, they knew it he was at death's door. | Contains spoilers from the novel | | Contains strong use of language |

Bahkan jika kita berhasil mengatasi masa lalu, itu tetap menjadi bekas luka yang ingin kita sembunyikan. Tapi ketika bekas luka tidak sembuh dengan baik, mereka bisa terbuka lagi. Jadi apa yang terjadi ketika bekas luka dari masa lalu Cale terungkap.

Pernahkah kamu mendengar kisah tentang seorang pahlawan yang di kutuk? *** Seperti biasa, bukan ff terjemahan. Btw, yang ini udah end saya buat. Hitung mundur menyambut hari raya Idul Fitri (*' ˘ '*)

It's been so long since he last associated with the instrument. It's certainly has been quite a while since last played some melodies ever since the apocalypse of his previous world. Well, this is simply the 3 times Cale Henituse was recorded to play the grand piano for his dearests... And 3 times his children responded to his feelings. ---Prequel to [Selfish]

During a battle with White Star, Cale gets taken right in front of his friends and family. How will they react? More importantly, will they reach him in time? Spoilers, they don't. So how will they help their beloved commander to open up? (Random write I did for the sake of angst and drama, not a lot of effort will go into this plot since it's just for fun :p) *NOTE: None of the characters or art belong to me and all are from the novel Trash Of the Count's Family*

>[[COMPLETED]]< Everything comes with a price. That is the basic knowledge in the world. Years after the war, the redhead had finally reached his dream of slacking off. Yet he did not know it will come to this. Former Commander Cale Henituse is dying, and everyone realized it too late.

"The blood moon appears, under those who live in here, the dream will repeat."

Alberu Crossman and his team are the best at solving cases. Alberu has already everything-the fame, the face, the body, and the reputation. They solve cases right and left, not leaving one unresolved. But one day, a new team was transferred to the station. Cale Henituse, a slacker captain, is his long-time rival since high school. One joint case turns into something more dangerous, forcing them to solve it together with unending bickering and unresolved tension. Two hostile teams against one evil organization, can they stop the association in destroying the society they lived on? "Hyung, I always remember grudges. Now kiss me like how you sneakily kissed me in high school. Or else, I'll just do it myself. " Weekly updates are on Wednesday or Thursday.