Of all the sights Meredith Grey will see in her lifetime, the one she has least expected is THE Doctor Addison Forbes Montgomery, legs wide and eyes closed her hand moving between her thighs as she moaned. Her feet were propped up on her desk and she was laying back in her armchair hair splayed out every which way. And inside of her right hand is a butterfly vibrator.

Meredith Grey, always felt unloved, unloved, and nervous. After she meets her new boyfriend's wife, Meredith feels betrayed. yet more loved than ever before. Addison Forbes Montgomery, she's always spoke her mind, did what she wanted to, and hated being told what to do. After she meets her husband's girlfriend she divorces him. Then Addison finds Meredith in a supply closet, crying. After her failed attempt of tying to get her to stop she kisses her. (Some parts of the book will be actual scenes from the show. All rights to Shonda Rhimes and ABC.)

In which Amelia Shepherd moves to Seattle to be closer to her best friend Addison, and her fiancée Meredith, she finds herself working at Seattle Grace alongside one Arizona Robbins.

desire /dɪˈzʌɪə/ noun a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen. This story will follow some of the storylines from the show but with a twist or some parts altered. So credits got to Shonda/Shondaland and ABC. All characters owned by said people. Some parts may have a trigger warning on them and there will be smut.

This is a meradd fan fic!! A story where back in New York unknown to Derek her ex husband, the night he found her and Mark in bed, Mark was abusing her. A story about how Addison struggles and Meredith helps her, and Addison helps Meredith, they need each other without realising it. ⚠️TW- self harm, ED, suicide, rape& abuse are a part of this story so please don't read if you are easily triggered, I am going to make this the lest triggering as possible( i Struggle with self harm, suicidal thoughts- in the past-, adhd, depression and anxiety so I'm going to try my best to be as accurate as possible.⚠️