After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

-Bsd soukoku college Au- Dazai's confident, independent, smart, but a total jerk and playboy. Chuuya's confident, independent, slightly idiotic, but a total pushover. Dazai's unorganized, calm, and enjoys making his roommate's life hell. Chuuya's organized, irritable, and hates his roommate with his entire soul. Sadly, Dazai finds his roommate appealing to the eye, in other words hot, but he's still... a closeted bisexual. Sadly, Chuuya finds his roommate hot, but his roommate insists they're straight. Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu are roommates. Top 10 in... # 1 in litt on 10/12/2021 # 1 in enimes on 05/15/2022 # 1 in enimestolovers on 01/05/2023 # 1 in soukoku on 10/20/2021 # 1 in chuuyaxdazai on 11/17/2021 # 1 in literarystraydogs on 11/17/2021 # 1 in dazaixchuya on 11/17/2021 # 1 in dazaixchuuya on 05/15/2022 # 1 in chuya on 05/15/2022 #1 in dazai on 05/27/2022 # 2 in bungostraydogs on 01/05/2023 #8 in collegeau on 01/05/2023

COMPLETED "Time stopped right as he entered Atsushi's sight. They both looked at each other and their eyes widened for a moment in time. The blooming cherry blossom trees blew harsher than before in the wind, pink petals flying past each other's faces but not for one moment in that one did their eyes get taken off each other. None were superstitious, but at that moment their souls screamed fate." ~~ Ougai Academy - A prestigious highschool that accepts people for their intelligence. The place itself is like a castle.. And the strangest thing is his dormmates, a strange three, a feisty redhead, a tall teasing brunette, and a quiet boy who likes to read and paint...Tigers?! Prestigious highschool AU life with backstories for each character and development! Along the way we'll feature other character relationships developing, different arcs with interesting characters from the series making appearances, and lots of cute moments!!

Music pulsed in the air, it wrapped around their minds, pulling them into a world of their creation. Music brings them together, but tears away reality. Dazai Osamu struggles to express himself without music. Nakahara Chuuya has a hard time knowing his limits. The two are an unlikely match, but they complete each other. Though neither will admit the budding relationship or the feelings weighing heavy in their chest, it's there. The only question is, will they express how much they need each other before time runs out? -- Top 10 in... # 1 in musicau 01/03/23 # 4 in danceau 12/30/22 # 1 in bsdau 01/05/23 # 3 in dazaixchuya 01/05/23 -- Reach words T_T soukoku au, skk au, music au, bsd music au, skk band au, soukoku band au, soukoku music au, soukoku college au, skk college au,

Dazai tries to commit suicide by jumping off of the Port Mafia headquarters building... but then a certain redhead from his past saves him. Will the two former partners in crime be able to reconnect, or will one's inability to love others and the others' inability to love himself get in the way? This fic will include some other ships like Shin Soukoku, Ranpoe, and Gin & Higuchi Note: Cover art is not mine, I found it on pinterest. All characters belong to Kafka Asagiri, author of Bungo Stray Dogs (except for any ocs)

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes