falling in love with my bully wasn't what I had planned for senior year. its not something I regret either. Disclaimer: this is a G!P (girl with a shlong) This book contains triggering topics such as: mental illness, chronic illness, sh, suicide, abuse. The way people act in this book is fully fictional. They do not act like this in real life. -contains a lot of in depth smut- 🏅1st in #billieeilish 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅2nd in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #billie 🏅8th in #bi 🏅6th in #eilish 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg

Billie Eilish doesn't do relationships. She does nights. Bodies. Pleasure without names. After the Grammy party, one woman is supposed to be just another night- a model: blonde, tall, dangerous, completely unimpressed. The sex is effortless. The goodbye is cold. And Billie is left with something she's never had before. Want. She keeps sleeping with other women. The model keeps her distance. Control shifts. Desire sharpens. Obsession creeps in. Because the problem isn't that Billie wants her. It's that for the first time- she isn't the one being chased. wlw, g!p achieved: 3° in #billie

>𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘩, 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘧 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘰𝘰𝘩 𝘸𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯', 𝘰𝘩, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘦< 💗 (g!p and gxg) (if you don't like the content, do not proceed onwards, this is purely for entertainment purposes only.)

Opposites really do attract. That's why billie fell so hard for a pop punk/alternative rock singer named y/n. (AU. kinda)

-~- 𝐈𝐯𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐬. 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐈𝐯𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝. 𝐄𝐱 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐱 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬, 𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧. *THE TITLE MAKES SENSE IN THE END I PROMISE* gxg #1 in #concert #5 in #cruise #69 in #billieeilish (IKR 😱) -~-

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

We were twelve and thirteen when we met. She was the prodigy. I was the girl in the seats. We became inseparable. Billie Eilish taught me how to trust green rooms, group chats, and secrets whispered during warmups. I learned her laugh, her moods, the way she'd call me Mel like it meant something. I didn't realize I was in love with her until years later-after the pet names, the late-night calls, the almosts we never talked about. When we finally blurred the line-just us, no labels-it felt inevitable. Then she cut me off for a boy with a smirk and a spotlight. He found out about us. He made sure I knew I'd never be enough. I showed her what he sent. She chose him anyway. We haven't spoken since. Now I'm twenty-one, vegan, five feet of fury, chaos, and accidental fame. My sister Mya, my best friend Grace, and I are building something real. I swore I was done waiting for Billie to choose me. But the universe? Messy. Her music keeps finding its way into my life-and my work. People keep asking about us. And every time I see her name, I remember the way she used to look at me like I was hers. She says we're nothing. I remember everything. We're not friends. We're not over. And if she wants to pretend it didn't happen-fine. Let her watch while the whole world falls for the girl she walked away from.

"What do you think of Billie Eilish?" Someone asks and usually, I wouldn't answer but I can't just not answer this one. "She's an icon, duh." I say while looking straight into the camera.

"Let me kiss you." she says, the paparazzi swamping the doors as the airport staff tries their best to keep them from running down the walls. This book tells the story of a girl who unexpectedly runs into the word wide-known superstar Billie Eilish and finds out, they actually have quite some things in common. Little did she know that the green-haired sensation will play a very special role in her very boring life. ★ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ #2 - billieeilish #1 - lgbtfiction #1 - badguy #1 - finneas #1 - lovely #1 - losangeles #1 - thereforeiam #1 - lesbianlove #1 - airport #1 - billie #2 - eilish #3 - gxg #4 - lovely #1 - claudia 18+