Lilith Johnson-to the world, she is perfect. An A+ student, cheer captain of her high school, and born into wealth, she is the girl everyone wants to be. But beneath the flawless façade, she is drowning. Struggling with an eating disorder she refuses to acknowledge, she hides her pain behind a mask of perfection. No one sees the cracks. No one suspects a thing. Then there's Zain Tucker-her brother Eli's best friend. Once, Zain and Lilith were inseparable, but everything changed after one fateful incident. He began to hate her, and in turn, the friendship between her and Eli crumbled. As Eli rebelled against their parents' expectations, Lilith remained the golden child, only widening the gap between them. Zain despised her for it. His parents never stopped comparing him to her, always saying, Be more like Lilith. And so, he did the only thing he could-he resented her with everything he had. But what happens when he realizes she's not as perfect as he always believed? And what happens when Lilith can no longer keep up the act?

lee felix is struggling and refuses help "I didn't mean to," he said, wishing it were true. tw:sh,depression,suicidal thoughts (i'll add as i update)

"𝐢'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢 𝐚𝐦, 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲. 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞." verity sinclair's grades are slipping, and her parents believe that the only way to fix that is to send her to pacifica, a private boarding high school. she hates everyone there, and especially hates how perfect they try to be. her main adversary is hwang hyunjin, the face of the school. he's a show off, he's cocky, everything in a person that verity hates. but on a random walk on a random night, she discovers the ugly secrets that hyunjin and her classmates are hiding. what trouble will verity get herself tangled in when trying to uncover these dirty mysteries? will it force her and hyunjin closer? rankings: #10 in hyunjin ff (oct 2024)

In which, He avenges.

Hyunjin and Felix meet on set when they are barely six years old. Hyunjin doesn't think he'll ever get to see Felix again, until one evening, 18 years later, his eyes land on a familiar freckled face and he immediately feels haunted. The fic where Hyunjin doesn't know whether he wants to be Felix or wants Felix himself. The only thing he knows is that Felix takes over his life. And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you Yeah, I despise my rotten mind and how much it worships you - Olivia Rodrigo, Lacy

Top street car-racer in the area - Hwang Hyunjin, is one day met with the new pretty boy in town that threatens to turn his world upside down. The story of the Star Boy that fell from grace while his downfall - fell on Hyunjin's lap instead.

Felix doesn't expect for the guy who was meant to simply clean the pool in his house to be the most gorgeous being he'd seen in his life. He doesn't expect to desire someone he'd never met to this level. And to be desired back just as much. Nor does he expect to meet that same guy, months later, only to find out that they're supposed to be roommates for the entire year. All of that, right after he'd promised himself to never again sleep with someone he is meant to live with. Can he keep a promise?

felix checks himself into the mental hospital for his own health. his first roommate has lost his mind completely and tries to kill felix, so hes transferred to another room. hyunjins room. •"some days I fear like the worst in me is the best you'll ever know"• -tw in this story- self-harm attempted murder and suicide suicidal thoughts schizophrenia eating disorder if any more i will mention in chapter honestly.. just a tw for the entire story.

"𝙃𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙙-𝙖𝙞𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨." ⚠️ Warning! Mature content and language ⚠️ [TXT added characters]

hurtfics and sickfics about stray kids, none are real incidents. there are trigger warnings (tw) at the start of each chapter. enjoy !