FINISHED ! THE FIRST 3 CHAPTERS ARE SHIT BUT KEEP READING AND THEY GET BETTER I PROMISE! Life isn't easy for Atsushi even though all the people around him think he's ok he's secretly dying inside ⚠️Trigger warning⚠️ Sh Ed PTSD Slurs Homophobia

TW : sewerslide. Dazai keeps making his Suicide Jokes, and no-one realises they aren't jokes. Uh I wanted tears 🫶🫶🫶

Hi! So this is just a bunch of my head cannons of Atsushi but make it angsty but i'll add some fluff as well!!! *I ONLY EXCEPT REQUESTS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES*

Continuation from the last one Tw ⚠️ Ed Emetophobia Sh Sa

atsushi angst oneshots! stories are all my own and are posted on ao3 (tobylikesbeess) TW: self-harm, suicide, depression, gore and other sensitive topics so beware!

NOT FINISHED ! Atsushi nakajima a second year at college who has no confidence or will to live along with his roommate osamu dazai who has to much confidence but also no will to live . Tw ⚠️ : Ed Sh Emetophobia

Struggling with mental health means projecting your problems on your favourite fictional character! So yeah this is what I am doing right now 😭 TW: ED, SH, gr😲😲ming, r-pe, childhood flashbacks (?), mention of drugs, literally more but I don't remember!

It's been years since Oda died but Dazai still carries a deep hatred towards himself. When Atsushi, Kunikida, Chuuya, and Dazai go on a mission together, what will they discover about their mysterious friend? What will they learn about his past? Warning: self-harm, attempted suicide, gay relationships, alcoholism A LOT OF ANGST YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS SHOW OR THE CHARACTERS! ALL OF THIS IS A FANFICTION, AND IS THEREFORE NOT CANNON! Enjoy!

!REALLY slow updates! I PROMISE THE FICS GET BETTER WITH TIME I SWEAR(I like to think they do🙏) Yeah the title basically says it all some dazai angst because I like to write those Eng isnt my first language pls have mercy