Life was never very complicated for Ezra--until he lost everything, that is. So when the one thing you want to do is the impossible, what do you do instead? (Apparently neither sex, drugs nor alchohol is the answer, go figure!) How do you carry on living when life as you know it is lost to you forever? When your reason for living is gone, and you have no purpose in life? How do you find your way in the darkness left behind when the person who lights up your world is gone? In his pursuit of new meaning to life Ezra finds himself quite lost, and as he tries to escape the darkness of reality a pandemonium of parties, unwanted friendship, kitten-hunts, murder, mayhem, and home-brewery ensues.