Dec is forced to live the worst day of his life over and over again. Can he stop this vicious cycle? (AU, A lot of angst, major character death)

The 2019 National Television Awards were a hot topic this year, more than ever before, as the nation debated whether or not Ant and Dec deserved to win the Best Presenter Award for the 18th time running. The press were having a field day with it, but how were the famed duo coping with the pressure?

Ant and Dec through the nominations to the night of the awards. What was going through their minds? Emotions as Ant returned to the red carpet.

It was time for Ant to lay his ghosts to rest and make a new beginning.

Ant has been practicing for a big rugby game. He would be happy about it, if only his stomach didn't hurt so badly.

Ant tends to bottle things up, so they come back to haunt him at night. Luckily Dec is there to comfort him. Hurt/Comfort / No slash