Confusion was etched on his features. All I want is him. To feel his finger tips brush against my skin. The only thing that I can give him without him pushing me away is my friendship. It fucking sucks because I am in love with him. Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters from Shameless. I do own Jo and her story.

*Trigger Warning* there are mentions of rape (I hate it! But the story kind of wrote itself if I'm honest. ) and other uncomfortable and very traumatic topics such as abuse and actual torture as well, please be advised there will be graphic depictions of some scenes, although I will not go into details about rape. Bakugo wants to be the number 1 hero, everyone knows that it's his goal. But what is his wish? What does he truly want in life? Can he overcome his demons to get it? Can he open up and let someone in? Can he do it more than once? Bakugo find out what having a boyfriend is actually like and he loves it but what happens when his boyfriend changes? And not for the better. Will he swallow his pride and say goodbye? Or will he let his hurt do the talking for him? He finally gives in, he needs the nightmares to end. How much longer can he survive on almost no sleep? Or will he find the perfect remedy? Remedies? Read and find out! Will contain lemons! This is a BL story! Yaoi! Polyship. Fair warning this book will seem both fast and slow paced with a lot of fluff but I'm sure you can guess by the cover art I picked that it won't all be fluffy. There will be darkness so much so that Bakugo will be forced to face his demons and there are a few more than he bargained for. Disclaimer: I do not own either the artwork OR the characters! This is strictly a fanfiction! Chapters will be posted starting May 30th, 2021!